Sunday, May 31, 2009
picture taken before going for camp(:
hellos everybody!! i have came back from my helicon camp^^ wow..i love the camp a lots, because all the people there are great(: but i don't really like how its organiseXP hahas..
saturday:
I reach at about 9.30am because Daddy very good, he drove me to school^^
We actually supposed to meet at 9.45am because we have to assemble at E3 there..the four of us, both Eunice(lim & cheng), Jun Yan and me(: SOMEBODY reach at 10.06am and we are lateXP hahahas..u guess urself who is the one who late><. hahahas..
We played (not fun) games and running at the small space together-.- its kind of stupid but very funny..hahahs..BUT the sad thing is that after our lunch, they separated us): we were splited into different types of group..OMG i was damn nevous that time><.
Well..my group actually have 11 of us..after forming the group we went to play a challenge game which is something like amazing race..running around the school like mad..MY group is the most enthru 1^^ hahas..they were great(:
I am quite fed up with the school because many of ur are nearly trap in the scary lift-.-" due to the system..we can't use stairs too if not will get trap inside too-.- then for the lift we need the organiser pass to go up><. haiz.so cham..
Somemore we have to norminate somebody in our IG to represent us in helicon... .. wth la we like haven't even get to know or even talk to each other yet..who we can norminate?-.-" nvm..then the 3 guys was norminated..erm to be frank we are quite dissapointed with the norminee..
The 8 of us start to talk about it and somebody just wrote down and give it to our IG chairman..after that we went to play the 007 game..lol..new game i learnt..hahas..then we suddenly played true or dare..then we have to do dare first-.- de last roound the pen is like pointing directly at mii><>
But then they are quite concern about it so we actually discuss about it..so they forget about de dare thingy..hahas..lol..*phew* if not i don't know what they will ask me to do-.-
End up we 2.30plus AM then sleep>< hahas.
Sunday:
i wake up at 7plus AM, they person actually told us 8am wake up and 9am assemble..i wanted to o back to sleep but everybody have wake up-.- Well..time flies..it is de last day..hahas..my breakfast is half up of maggi mee and pocky(bought from 7-11) hahas..i share de cup noodles with Jun Yan..
So after that we actually can eat the breakfast they provide, which is white bread,uncooked baked beans and cheese..-.-" OMG i hate baked beans><>
I think this camp is great with people like my groupmates, if the people there also sux i think i will just carry my bag and walk home><>
After that we went home to causeway point at about 11pm plus..went for the aircon and shopping(: hahas..Jun Yan and me are physo by a salesgirl and bought the sleeping mask at $25.50(after discount)..but it is like not bad so i think is worth it ba..hahas..
Then i take 161 with eunice lim because cheng got something on and went first. Jun Yan got her daddy drive her home>< hahas..
While on the bus, something very ridiculous thing happen to me..well very shock and scare meT.T hahas..And Eunice lim is so evil to laugh at me..hahahs..i shall not say about it anymore..
its a secret(:
I think i really want to watch this:
It seems to be very cute and nice^^ hehes..intend to watch with Jun Yan on wednesday^^ weeeeeee~ but i think i will be broke very soon><>
I think I shall go back sleep again..very tired..the nap is not enouh for me..
yeah! FInally tomorrow is MONDAY!!^^ ver excited! will tell you about it on tomorrow post(:
Byes people(: HAPPY HOLIDAYS!
Labels: Camp roxx^^
A rainbow appeared@9:46 PM;
Friday, May 29, 2009
(this is actually a couple keychain bear><.
Hellos(: TML I GOING FOR CAMP LE^^ hehes..so excited(:
Well..today did not really have a good day, change group members for maths module-.-" wth la.. ..i prefer last week grouping): haiz... never mind.. anyway i today have been with a bunch of evil and mean idiots..hahas..they very funny..no offenceXP
The maths today is meant to be easy but..... .......i did badly for it-.-" i know what to do and understand it but wthT.T haiz..............................i bet i got D-.- ok i shall not say about it anymore><.
Just finish my RJ and doing evaluation now..OMG i don't know what to write for my RJ sia..wrote rubbish and craps><>
I CAN'T WAIT FOR MONDAY^^
yeah yeah!! BTW i heard that the cognitive UT is going to re-take..wth la><>
Today science UT is like ....................not very hard to other people but i never study thats why it is hard for me!!!
OMG..i think i going to fail my maths and science UT..i actually prefered other module because the answers is not MCQ..then might not get it wrong easily><. hahas..
Feeling sick and very tired these few days): finally friday le and 2 weeks of holiday !! weeeeeeeeeee~ hahas..speaking of holiday cured my tired and sickness><.
Well for those who haven't take their exam don't sad..hahas..holidays will come sooooon for you><.
kk..i better go bath and pack my bag le..byesss~
Anyway the camp is only 2days 1 night..so will blog on sunday about what happen in the camp.
Will missss everybody!! hahas..byes!!(:
Labels: camp^^
A rainbow appeared@9:27 PM;
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Sorry that i have no time to post due to the Understanding Test-.-" haizz..
Well..i heard that my blog is very emo and sad><. I am sorry about it then..hahas..Becuse it desribe my feeling..Actually what i am facing is 100millions times of this): ohoh..nvm i shall not become again><.. haiz..
Thursday:
I had enterprise for today, change group le.. BUT so sad only 3 of us got go-.-" Charmine, kai Jie and me only..wth..Somemore we had alot need to cover, haiz..i still went to a talk somemore><.
I do not really think it is good compare to other group..I did not speak much due to..... As you see ah, Both Charmine and Kai Jie zai zai de-.-" of course i no stand to speak la and i also so quiet): i bet i got C again!!!!!
NVM..after that me and Jun Yan chiong to had up the forms for helicion camp>< *phews* lucky we make it sia..hahas..then we chiong to our own meetings..She meeting with her secondary classmate to takeher o'level cert..While i went to look for mummy at compass point..
Super tired..i feel so stupid to take 965..................... the journey super long..it took at least 40mins plus to reach my house nearby and 1 hour plus to reach compass ba>< .......*yawns* slept in bus..hahas..
Reach home at about 8 plus..actually daddy want to come meet me and mummy de but i have do RJ and quiz so i chiong back home first><.
Sad sia..then i quickly bath,do RJ and quiz after i reach home..Study a bit for communications practice UT too): end up slept at 12.30am plus!!-.-"
SERIOUSLY I AM LACK OF SLEEP><..
Friday:
Ok, does this picture make the blog not to be so emo already??(:(: hehes..went to loook for it..Today have communication UT, well it is not ver hard but i did not really finish it in time): And i think other people will score quite well for it, so i guess atmost i could only get a B?? hopefully><..
Today have science!!!! OMG..it is freaking hard><.
Hope today science will get at least a B?? haiz..haven't do the konoyaro RJ!!! No idea what to write): don't feel like studying for tml science UT too~ having bad headache and head feel so heavy):
当我回头时,我才发现你早就已经离开我了。
但是我还是必须自己勇敢的向前走完我的人生。。。
I will still continue to be strong, don't worry(:
Wish me good luck for my science UT><.
Bye peoples~(:
(credits:2 pictures is taken from google)
Labels: i am fine(:
A rainbow appeared@9:21 PM;
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
Picture take nearby RP and causeway point, sky scene(:
Today lesson is communications practice..mm..definitely better than last weeks one(: Rhoma is the leader and i am the scribe-.-
Problem statement is 'How does it look?' .. ..hahas..it is about advertisement..I learn alot sia><
It is quite rush today..my group happen to be the first group to represent-.- wth..we have not finish so we drag and drag..End up facilitator was damn pissed off and angry..she even scold and shouted in the class..
I admit it is our fault but my group member(Elise) and me went for talk so not enough time><.
BTW i am quite worried about Vilashini, she did not come for lessons for very long..If not wrong she did not attend any of the Understanding test yet..OMG..i am worried about her don't know what happen, hope she is alright and things went smoothly for her..
Finally my slides did not recieve any bad comment^^ weeeee~ Instead facilitator said it is good effort and nice(: Anyways credits to my group too, if they did not help out the outcomes would not be good(: But at most i think i could only get a B..because i did not participate much in the class as i am busy doing the worksheets questions..
Anyways today's maths understanding test is like zzzzzzzzzzzz..><.
Because all the things it came out happens to be the parts i forget about-.-" I don't like to use UT.client 4.0 to do the test..it is very very lag-.- make me more stress up..i scare i fail today's test sia):
My cognitive facilitator had help some of my classmate and me to apply for the english program thingy^^ i want to improve my poor english!! Though it might be tiring but i won't give up de(:
Anyways i took a picture of the path which i need to walk to RP and interchange..OMG filled wil rubbish again-.- haiz..Anything also can find from the path..lol..disgrace):
Just now when walking home with yuan zhen got rain abit, but we lazy to take umbrellas..hope later on i won't have headaches><
I realised only being alone or when i am sad i can't control my mind..hahas..great(: Now i know how to overcome it le(:
Erm..cheng don't worry la i am fine..not that i dont want to tell u, is i don't feel like keep talking about it..it reminds me more and make me sadder): hope you understand(:
Don't worry, i am still going strong(:
Haiz..time flies~ is it good or bad?? When good thing is happening time just tend to pass fast right?): happy time don't last but at least it stays in our memories(: erm..am i lying to myself again?-.- haiz.. ..
Just finish my quiz and RJ^^ time to sleep..super tired~
GDN peoples~ TML WILL BE BETTER(:
Labels: still fine(:
A rainbow appeared@10:25 PM;
Monday, May 25, 2009
This is today's mindmap..facilitator don't want us do powerpoint and do this instead..yeah..it roxxx..lol..easier too do..hehehs..writen by kraven, points by the group and credits by internet and our knowledge(:
I kind of like this..not bad right?(:
Hope we can do more mindmaps^^ (easier ma) lols... ..
haiz..omg i so blur i forget about the camp forms again..later i cant go for the helicon camp><
Nooooooooooooooo... .. . . . .
Tomorrow have maths understanding test): studying now..i realised i forget about maths even the basic sia-.- end up i went to ask people..hahhas..so cham>< i ask about the convert of km/h to m/s-.-" i know this is stupid but i really forgotXP
Anyways I lied to myself today(again)..haiz.. ..so terrible......Never mind..at least i seems to be stronger right?(: hahas.. Sorry guys i have mood swings now, so hope you wont be offended by meXP And don't need to worry about me, i will be strong and fine~
Time to read all the 6Pssss... ... ..so tired><
Tomorrow is communication practice, hope will be better than last fcuking week):
Bye peoples(: sleep early!
Labels: new day new things new learning(:
A rainbow appeared@11:34 PM;
Sunday, May 24, 2009
Tommorrow having UT(understanding test)..But i feel so usless, can't control my emotions and make myself to study..
i can't cry, mummy is at home.. ..i must be strong and forget you..got the urge to talk to you but i knew i can't..it's time already..time to forget and it's over..
i keep making myself to face the facts but my tears just don't listen to me..i believe since past until now my tears could have already flooded you..ya i am a crybaby..your crybaby..but not now anymore..
Today actually intend to go out but i don't have the mood at all..no energy..whyis this happening to me? how am i going to study?? my mind is totally blank..only got you..
But i remember i told myself after today i am not going to think about you..can i really do that?? after yesterday night until now, i start to have doubts about it..singing songs, dancing crazy and making myself busy doesn't works anymore..
Well..this would be my last post about you..i had delete your number,pics,messages but all these still remain in my heart deeply..is not as easy you said to forget or even hate you..
You told me before you would not leave me, but you still did it..
My life in RP sux already and yet you leave me when i need you the most):
i took some random pic of the sky:
The skies look same everyday but everyday happen diferent things..One year ago you coloured my life,one year later you leave me alone and it seems soo black now..
I wish you all the best and hopefully i can make myself study for the testsss..bye peoples~
Labels: in the end you still leave me~
A rainbow appeared@7:24 PM;
haiz..finally what i am afraid of happen.. though it is expected but i still can't bring myself to accept it..why why why?? This really seems to be a bad year for me): all so screw up>< haiz..
If i can invented something, it would definetly be a time machine..i want to go back to the past!! i want to change everything now..I would learn to treasure you more and study well for my o'levels..
Why it had to be ended up like that?? didn't i tried my best to avoid it already? haiz..you so cruel..at first is you de one who wanted to start and force me to make a choice..NOW you leave me alone and force me to live without you.
I hope i could just tell you, "no i am not going to let you leave me.." but how could i do that?? i don't want to be a selfish, rritating person who keep forcing you to do what you don't want.. I had tons of words want to tell you but its too late and i promised you i would not bother you again..
Actually i had been waiting for today..to face the truth.. Truth hurts but i still have to accept it alone..today is actually meant to be a happy day but it wasn't..instead it hurts me more..i have sorts out and know this is the correct choices..
I found out that all those you told me is just a lie..you don't love me..right?
But i still can stop myself miss-ing you.. ok..i actually told myself i would forget and stop thinking about you after today.. ..so this would be my last post about you..you will always be the great dear i love and i will be proud of you..loves always~
hopefully i will be able to sleep tonight with the swollen panda eyes><
Labels: last~
A rainbow appeared@2:53 AM;
Saturday, May 23, 2009
hellos peopless..sorry ah recently very tired and no time to blog><
erm..sry ah it would be a long post because i post things happen on thursday until today(:
hope you have the patience to read..hahas..
haiz..ok thursday is science..indeed it is a better day(: finally.. ..
my group get to present first because we were able to communicate better and doing our very best in it^^ This day is science, we learnt about water molecules and the bonds of it..mmm..quite fun that day, but got a guy keep tease me-.- lucky Jun Yan save me EVERYTIME..lols..thanks buddy(:
oh here are some picture i took:
a cute tongue sticking out pics..lol
erm..Jun Yan too boring le so made this..lol..
All these is de equipment we use to made de models or the molecules..lol..very sian so play with it..hahahas..
WTH..the science faci 10 plus then assigned reflection journal-.- A lot of my classmate didn't even know about it!! somemore the next day got science understanding test-.- super angry..end up i too tired to study and dozed off at about 12am++ .. . . . ...
Friday:
I woke up at 6.30am for school-.- wth..only slept for 6 hour plus..this week really had no enough sleep..ehhhh who told me RP is easy and slack?? i wan kill u..lol..damn tired><
oh ya..today is maths learn about speed,time and blar blar blar..nearly can't finish in time..thanks to Firdaus we have the privileged to present last and chiong for the ppt><
They did a lot of the excel thing, i only help a bit bit because i still don't really know how to use it><
Anyway, Charmine suddenly apologise to me about the english bad remarks..don't worry girl..i am not angry or offended by you(: i never put these in my heart n forget about it le..becos i m really bad in english, i admit it(: though i am no idea why you cry but hope you are alright now(:
After lesson, Jun yan and me went to pay $5 for helicon camp thing..and saw this!!
OMG..damn big and scary la><>
Fan Ying also saw it because she accompany us(:
After that we went to a talk and after talk we go for JCIG meeting..soo busy right?? not even have a time for me to sit down and eat my food-.- so tired!!
Then we went home at about 6.30pm..
while walking to bus interchange i took some pics because it looks nice(:
BTW while taing pics i nearly step in to a hole-.- Lucky Jun Yan save me>< *phews* thanks buddy(: i so blur right?? hahas..
Today:
erm..took quite long ago le..but it represent our friendship right?(:
The minute i open my eyes today, i saw him in my mind>< is it because of my alarm ring tone?? haiz.. then i should change it): maybe miss him again ba.. .. ..
Finally finish my RJ^^ thanks to Jun Yan(: Hope you also finish in time>< hahas..
Anyway thanks buddy, u always had been there for me..i don't know whats wrong with me, i hope you forgive me..there is really some problems in me): i am sorry to be nasty to you, yesterday nearly quarrel><>Mummy finally come back^^ lunch time(: i go eat le..
byes people~
Labels: tml would be de last day..n i would.. .. ..
A rainbow appeared@11:33 AM;
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
My secondary class photo^^ (don't go look for mii, i look damn uglyXP)
Miss you guys sia..friends forever(:
4 Sincerity ROXXX!^^
hellos(: today quite ok..better than yesterday^^ Today lesson is enterprise, group member still remain the same. Though my group got a lot of conflict and nearly not able to finish the powerpoint in time. We still have a lot of fun, espacially after UT. We chat a bit and get to know each other better(:
Today my group performence is not bad, but i think my own presentation not good. BTW i very confuse and puzzled that why everytime there seems to be have problem with my slides which i am presenting?-.- wtf.. ..nvm..
Hope that i won't get C for today, hahas..
OMG.. time flies tommorow are 'somebody' birthday..hahas..sorry now all of us got test and exam so no time go buy present or celebrate with you tommorow..hope you don't mind. We still love you k?(:
i haven bath wor>< kk..now go submit RJ and bath(: Thanks Jun yan too..
TML WILL BE BETTER(:
Labels: yes~
A rainbow appeared@10:49 PM;
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
Apples is today problem statement-.-
i shall not eat apple anymore><
haiz..today i am quite sad but i finally know which are the reliable people i can make friends with..Glad to have you all by my side..great to know you(:
Hypocrites, criticism, craps are not welcome.shooossss~ thank you..Please do not laugh at my poor english..it is not a crime right?
To somebody: I know my english is bad, so what? As if ur chinese very good? you got A for english? If you are really good u won't be in this school hor!! Time to do some self reflections, karma will happen on you very soon if you do not change(: At least i make an effort and speak more in english, but sad to say that you are not even practicing your chinese.
You think only english important?? chinese is also important k! pathetic that you actually didn't know..NO OFFENCE..i am not saying anybody, just stating facts..anyway thanks Charmine for the comment, i will try to improve my english andi am not offended by you do not worry(: i am refering to somebody else(:
Please la next before laughing at somebody, use a mirror to see urself first..see are you fit to do that first..if not please do not..hahas..if not i do not know what will hapen to you..see i gave you warning le..at least i am better than you right?
Wow..congrats..you did it right?? i cry le,happy? feel so foolish today,i will be stronger so thanks(:
To my group member:
I am sorry about today, but everybody are just puttin efforts doing it..we are great..if you are not happy with me just tell me..don't make me guess and ask you, it will irritate you more right? seriously, i really don't know what's wrong..did i do anything wrong or make you unhappy? if i did i am sorry..
OK..i do not want to say about it anymore..tommorrow will be better(:
Goodnites~
All the best for your UT and mine too^^
Labels: today is 'GREAT'~
A rainbow appeared@10:36 PM;
Monday, May 18, 2009
HELLOsssss...(:
OMG..my internet is super lag now and verylate le. I haven't bath wor-.- so tired..I hope facilitator would mrk my quiz..T.T because i have some problems due to still not familiar to the system..haiz..wish me good luck..hahahs..
Anyway today have a great time with Jun yan and Fan Ying after school..hehes..chat alot and have fun(: She is great, just that her english not very good because she is from china.It's not her fault right? Please hor.. i hate hypocrites..shoooo~
I got C for enterprise and communications-.- wtf la..haiz..so fed up..i dun wan Cs le!!! i cant afford to get C anymore! somemore i haven't study for my UT..cham le><
Super suay and tired now..haiz..i should go sleep now immediately and sleep..to have my sweeeet dreams(:
It's time to forget about you right? i am still trying(: it just take time for me.. ..
I want to be the old me, i want to be happy like in the past,i want to learn to be independent without you, but i still miss you):
bye peoples(: love you~
Labels: bad time now~
A rainbow appeared@10:59 PM;
Sunday, May 17, 2009
helloss people(: today very tired sia, i set alarm clock at 5am then i lai chuang 5.20am then manage to drag myself out of bed><
End up to wait for another 161 i late for 5minsT.T haiz..Anyways today at the school there got made 3 new friends(: They were great and friendly of cos^^ hahahs..erm, we went to causeway point to eat together. Got JunYan(strawberry), Larysa(Papaya), Apple, Ee wern(Banana), Michelle and me(orange)..hehehes.hope i never spell wrong of any one of ur name><
We took a few pictures..let's see(:
From the left: me(: ,Jun yan(Strawberry), Ee wern(Banana),Apple and Larysa(^^)
nice ma?? hahahss...(i look super werid><)
wooootss..me and Jun yan zilian-inXP hhahas..(don't laugh ah)
I made larysa to take picture with me><>
Anyway, this suppose to be yesterday post but there is some problem with my blogger thingy and unable to login in-.-
I was actually blogging de, then laptop no battery and auto shut down-.- make me so fed up and angry..lucky it is saved*phew* lol..
Actually wanted to study for UT de,but i don't know how to study for congitive de><
I yesterday very boring and went to visit alot of peoples blog(some is my friend's friend's friends de) lol..too boring le..but it wake me up a big le..thanks ah..hahas..
I should not keep remind myself of you anymore><
Thank you all my dear friendssss(: bye bye..will blog about today at a later time~
Labels: time to study
A rainbow appeared@8:16 PM;
Saturday, May 16, 2009
Helloss(: today went to cut hair with Daddy^^ Finally got time go cut my hair le..lol..OMG very short u know?? hahas..but don't seems to have much difference when u see infront ba..Don't know why i am not sad about it, everytime when i cut hair i will feel like crying or very sad and worried de..mm..maybe because of you ba..lol..
pic taken after cutting my hair..(zilian)..lol..don't laugh ah!!
erm..got see any difference?XP
Anyway today quite sian, stay at home the whole afternoon watching tv with Mummy. Waiting Daddy come home and bring me go cut hair..went to hougang mall to cut hair..never see any of my friends><>
I tomorrow going Innova JC for the community sports fesitival 2009 with Jun yan, not running but to earn CE points la.lol..BUT need to wake up at 5 am sia-.- because need to reach at 7am punctally..i remember you got tell me not to be late so i now rarely late le(: thanks(:
Anyway feel quite bad to disturb you, somemore you now soo busy.*SORRY* I shall not disturb you anymore..haiz..Sometimes i feel that i am quite foolish and naive, but still miss-ing you(:
Bye peoples(: hope you won't have a nightmares after seeing my pic..lol..
Labels: miss-ing you~
A rainbow appeared@11:27 PM;
Happy Birthday Verity^^
All the best ah(:
Love you always><>
Hope to see you soooon(:
(i look weird in the pic><>
Happy Birthday to kraven too(:
All the best wishes to you..
Hope you enjoy today..lol..
(omg..i look so sux in picXP)
ok..anyways sorry to blog late..lol XP
Happy Birthday to Edmund too..hope your jc will be smoothly for you(:
sjab sec 4 nco squad'08 roxxx!!!
i miss you guys):
Anyway today my class got quite a few got drunk when celebrating kraven birthday..hahahas..of course i never drink><>
oh god..i am quite tired now, can dozed off anytimeXP hahas..
ANYWAY..i made it!! i finally got an A for my conigtive..hahhas..quite unbelieveableXP
yeahhhh..*clap clap* lol..dun jealous ah only 1 A..i will work harder next week de(: i never let you and myself down horXP
Weeeeee~ today is friday le..finallyXP yeahhh..but next wednesday got UT leT.T poly is killing me... ... ...haiz..i have to bear with it for 2++ yearsss): hope itwill be better..(: i should also start studying for UT le..if not i sure fail de): better go sleep ba quite tired..
bye peoples~(:
Labels: miss u~
A rainbow appeared@1:03 AM;
Thursday, May 14, 2009
I still remeber about it and keep it well, i won't forget about you de(:
Oppps..yesterday too tired and lazy to blogXP sry>< Sorry guys, i didn't mean to scold at you all. As you know i rarely angry, i am good at controlling my emotions. Well, for this time i admit that i just can't control my emtions. ok never mind i shall not talk about it anymore since i am fine alreadyXP
I should not say that i had a bad week, instead i should say i had a bad year-.- haiz..from the begaining of year i had been very "suay" and bad days. Though there are some great days but happy times just don't last): Is not i take things for granted or i did not treasure it, instead i should say i do not have anything to be happy about.. .. ..
TODAY:
BTW i had a werid dream for today-.-" Or rather i should place it in the category of "nightmares".. ..hahahs..but when i feel of it, it looks funny and so ridiculous to meXP I dreamt of somebody which i did not talk much to>< i hope it will never happen!!! lol..
Today i have sciences, ok i am a bit unhappy about it. Though they did assign us work to do and we have slides to present, how could u delete my those precious slides?!? T.T i wasted a lot of effort to do it leh, i made a lot of cross referencing and put effort in!! haiz..but the most suxy part is i think i contridic the group-.- wtf..i did mean and maybe i just did not get the question correctly T.T
There goes all my hardworkT.T i don't want to get D): oc even a C!!! i want at least a B for today): But it don't seems possible.. ... ...i should not answer that kuku question-.- regret!! haiz..make keep quiet things will be better for meT.T haiz..toooooo late): let me hope that next week would be better):
oh ya, next week changing group member le. Facilitator let us choose ourself, i am kind of no mood and interested to choose my group member k? So they anyhow put me in a group. Group member: Louis, Jun yan^^, Stanley, Fan ying and me.. I asked Elise why they would arrange us in the group, her reply because we all chinese chinese de so put all of us together-.-" ok it sound nice, because i feel that maybe the truth is just that they dun like the 5 of us?? lol..i dunno just making guess><
Never mind, i still have
cheng, Jun
yan, Madeleine,
Yiling, Diana, Eunice, Randi, Yuan
zhen in the school..right?
XP lol..
zi wo an wei..hahahas..ok i reach home early so i finish my
homework early too^^ But Daddy do not allow me to play game in weekdays-.-
wtf right? he say he will break my laptop into 2 if i play again): no choice):
BTW hor, RP like to spam emails sia... .. ..1 or 2 days never go clear my mailbox will be overflowing le>< wth..dun spam le plsXP lazy to read todays mails, hope tomorrow i won't get a shockXP
Anyway recently my head very
itchy sia..ehhh dun think wrongly ah..i think maybe because my hair too long and thick leXP So maybe it is just dandruff la, don't scare me leh>< *scratch* It's time for me to go cut hair le..hahas..i shall cut it by this week
baXP hope got time.
hehes.
heys it's time for me to sleep
le, tomorrow got maths need sleep early if not won't have a clear
mindXP hahas..bye peoples~ hope to see you
tml(:
goodnitessss~
Labels: miss u~
A rainbow appeared@9:56 PM;
Tuesday, May 12, 2009
No matter what happen, life still have to go on~
haiz..This is life):
I am sorry mummy, didn't mean to scream at you..I am really feeling terrible today, my mood sux,day sux and life sux..This year got to be a hard year for me): haiz..Suddenly can't play restaurant city(cannot make myself busy), poly sux, super tired, thinking of somebody.. .. ..OMG...haiyo so sad for me):
I feel like crying but i can't cos mummy and daddy is around): OMG.. she is nagging again, can you all stop it?!? wtf..after go RP i keep scolding vulgar la.. zzzzzzzz..haiz..
Labels: miss-ing you~
A rainbow appeared@9:23 PM;
I reach home le^^ Today consider "early" le..hahas..super tired sia, i today wan sleep early(: Mmm, today is a long day for me. Slept at 12am last night, nearly can't wake upXP I feel like not going to school or sleep at class laXP But lucky i control it, sorry to my group ah..Because today really too tired so can't think, and never contribute.. SORRYYYYY):
Anyway thank you Randi for helping me in my RJ by giving me some ideas..yuppss..today went to her class with Jun yan and do RJ together(: thanks cheng by introducting such good friends too me, Miss Randi and Yuan Zhen(spell correct??XP)..hahas..but thanks anyway(: Oh ya i my good buddy, Jun yan also(i won't forget about you de) hhahaas..
EUNICE CHENG!!! why you today never go school??? PS me, Randi, Yuan zhen and Jun yan-.- Randi told me you are sick, haiz..kk since you are sick i shall forgive youXP hahas..no PS again k?? We all miss you, hope you recover soon and able to go school tomorrow!(: take care~
Ohoh..also got MADELEINE BONG!! you also PS me todayT.T sad sia..haiz..but i know you also not feeling well, so i shall no blame you anymoreXP both of you must take care hor!! I think i am also getting sick le): got sore throat sia><
Just now when walking home, suddenly think of you.. ..then make me very agitated and walk very fast): Nearly knocked down by cars-.- suddenly also got don't feel like living thoughts, like life is soo meaningless.. .. .. ..HEY guys..don't worry, cars won't kill me(: hahahs~
Oh ya..the snails and stains are finally gone^^ weeee~ But hopefully is not killed by humans): I pity them sia..lol..Or is it mortal enemy you went to kill it?!?! hahahas..jkjk..i didn't know you also scare snailsXP
Hey people..must take care of urself hor!! everybody like getting sick ): Drink more water and sleep regularly!! i go bath le^^ bye bye~
Labels: miss you~
A rainbow appeared@8:06 PM;
Monday, May 11, 2009
Heys people..i am here to blog again^^ BTW i just finish my
RJ and you know what??? i never closed my quiz properly then closed automatically T.T then i quickly send through e-mail, hope
faciliator accept it): i dun want because of the
RJ and i fail for today lessons):
Anyway, when walking home(downstairs). I feel freaking disgusted by Snails..zzzzzzz..Because my house downstairs recently had
alot, i scare i will step on it and kill it accidentally..ewwww..i remember once i step on something and i heard *crack crack*
zzzz..i don't even dare to look back and see what i had step on, so afraid that i step on the snail):
I saw stains of snails which had been there for 2 or 3 days
le-.- damn disgusting):
Somemore it's so dark i can't spot the snails and it is
soo noob purposely crawl until the middle of the path-.-
hahas..but what i can expect right? It is only a snail, not as clever as human..
hehehsXPBTW i got C for science..woooots..unexpected but happy about it..hahahas..it seems nothing to be happy about of getting a C but i did nothing for it, just saying the slides..pro right?? but
pls hor is not i don't want do it!! So no pushing ALL the blames to me..but i admit i am also wrong..
But dun worry next time i will try my best to get better grades
de(: i will forget about all these small thing very soon de..hohohos..i not so petty, if u are then sad for u):
U don't think i don't know what you doing behind my back right?? Don't worry my sixth sense quite strong, i can sense it..I learn that i should not anyhow made
assumptions so i shall not say anymore..u know i know~ok lets don't say about these le, it spoil my mood><Anyway NO OFFENCE hor..i am just saying what i feel(:
I today went for the first JCIG meeting wor..i can't wait to learn jap and go for the helicon campXP weeeee~ ^^
ok mummy nagging againXP it's time for me to bath le(: byesss..
cya~
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A rainbow appeared@10:25 PM;
Sunday, May 10, 2009
HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!(: i bought a hair dye thingy for mummy wor..hahas..actually don't really intend to buy because do not know what she wantXP But when going home from work i saw this sale..lol..so buy it for her(: mummy say she like it^^
I remember last year i never buy anything for her and didn't have the courage to wish herXP
It was somebody who give me the courage, hahhas..i so timid right?XP
Ok i shall blog about today..today reach the shop on time 2.30pm..hahahas..nearly late sia..because i was playing restaurant city and pet societyXP OMG you know what? When i reach that time the another sales girl(Bian Ca) told me she only earn $100++!!! Scared me sia, i thought today sales will be quite bad..hahas..
Until got 1 customer, she look not modern or rich in her attire but she shocked me!! She bought $300++ of our things-.- but thanks to her our sales start to go up..hohohoss.but it is so unbelieveable that she will buy until so much, Bianca told me she is regular customer always buy at least $100plus..her first time is $1000++!! siao de..so rich T.T i am jealousXP hahas..
Today do the settlement was so rush and lucky i remember how to do.. *phew* The sales is better than i expected $1000++..yeah clap claps for meXP hahas..BTW thanks Bianca, lucky she remind me about the settlement steps, keys, and all the things(:
Reach home at about 10.40pm but watch tv with mummy until 11plus so now then got time to blog..was msging Yuhan and talk to Annis, mortal enemy and Xiang Xiang on msn..hahas..miss u all guysXP Sad sia, i can't play restaurant city-.- haiz..
BTW..Madeleine said that i spread my stm to her and she will be more careful when talking to me..hahas..Because i will post all what she said to mee in my blogXP Tommorrow will be going for a SAS talk with her, hope will be sucessful and my group people will be ok):
omg mummy nagging again le, i should better go sleep now..bye peoples~(: miss you!!
TO somebody: Actually quite unexpected that you would read my blog, i miss you): byes~
Labels: happy mothers day(:
A rainbow appeared@11:54 PM;
Hellossssssss..i am here to blog again(: what today very tired sia, althought i slept for 12++ hrs already ..hahas.pro right?XP mm..i last time never create blog because i don't really know how and no time because of *ahem*..Now finally got time+chance and to make myself more busy, i decided to make a blog lor. But i feel like still quite sianss..
Today have been watching tv and playing restaurant city, pet society and bejewled on facebook only..Never go out with friends or parents..sad right? But i tomorrow going to harbourfront there work from 2.30 to 9.30 since i am soo free and it can make me busy too(:hahas..
Maybe i am really pig ba i slept for so long le still very tired, if my mother never wake me up i might even sleep until evening wor!XP
Sleeping seems so great, it won't be like awake will think s much and worry.It makes me forget all the unhappiness and i can be in my imagine happy lala world..(: But when i am wake up that moment, i know i need to bring myself back to reality again..Because i need to live on and i cannot make my friends, family to worry about me.(:
Only some of my close friends and you knew what actually happen to me, but no matter what i won't say it in my blog de..I only can say now the biggest problem is my poly, still trying to adapt to it(: While about the sad thing, cheng have advise me to make myself busy and occupied SO guys don't need to worry about me, i will be fine(:
Seriously, i am quite glad that i found this good friend, Jun Yan, in RP..oh ya..also got my dear coco(EUNICE) and Randi, Madeleine, Yiling,Diana and Eunice lim..Always saw them in school or even in bus, they make me miss secondary school liveXP Anyway, 2 charity & 4 sincerity roxxx!! i miss u guyss, will try to meet out when got time k?(:
OMG..2am plus le..it's time for me to sleep leXP i don't want to be late for work tomorrow..hahas..tomorrow might don't have time to blog wor because when i reach home that time will already be very late..*SRY* But don't worry, i monday will blog de..hahas..SEE YOU!(:
I hope that Monday would be better for me and Jun Yan(:
Erm..tomorrow is mothers day right?, i wish every mother in the world HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! (in case i no time to blogXP)
Bye byesss~(:
Labels: XPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPXPXP
A rainbow appeared@1:42 AM;
Friday, May 8, 2009
Happy Birthday Bibiana! Sorry i am very tired so unable to go, hope you would have fun(:
Haiz..today we have maths, when the time to comment about my day i feel sad again..my group today only got 3 people-.- (Jun yan, Fidaus and me!!) OMG..haiz..i feel like i am not doing anything or contribute something today, like so usless..But he is great, i am sorry but not helping you..he did 99.9% of the slides and worksheet alone though he still need to rush for prayers..pro right??
Nvm..i shall not talk about it, if not i will become more emoss~ maybe i am just still not adapt to poly life or i am too quiet in class ba..time flies, today is friday already..i am very tired..finished my RJ already..finally today can sleep early(:
i sometimes seems to be happy, but i know that i am not..Today when in the bus, suddenly think of alot of things.Both bad and good memories, and suddenly have the urge to cry.But how can i cry in the bus?? haiz..i hold back my tears and try not to think about it. I will listen to you and try to get as much As as i can..miss-ing you~
This is life, i still have to be strong and continue~
Wooots! i juz win cheng in the bejeweledwith a high score of 62,400 !!! lol..hahahas..don't be sad k?XP finally sia..^^
Labels: Happy Birthday Bibs(:
A rainbow appeared@8:11 PM;
Thursday, May 7, 2009
Weeee~ blogging in class now(: ok i shall say about what happen in the school today..but i know that i sure got D if facilitor gd then maybe i got C..Please dont blame me k? Is not i don't wat to to.. .. ..jun yan should know what actually happen..but i am quite angry and fed up):
Or is it just my fault? It seems to be like no matter who i working with, the group just no working well..I am seriously trying my best le..haiz..nvm..anyway today went to a leukemia talk with Madeleine..learn quite a lot(: you know what?? OMG Madeleine is so hardworking and even talk down notes+asking questions..i should learn from her(:
Cheng and Randi come my class look for me, and start to say some of my paiseh thing..lol..haiz..i should forget about today, it sux): Anyway, Jun Yan don't sad or angry also le ah..Lets jia you next time(: hey hey..i recieve the email from japan culture club(: FINALLY! hehes..cheng now feeding me french friess..so xin fu right?? hahahas..(dun jealousXP)
Its time for me to do RJ..So tired today, i want sleep early!! So bye bye(:
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A rainbow appeared@4:47 PM;
Wednesday, May 6, 2009
Hellos..i am here to post
againXP Today had a
weird dream, but is not related to *ahem*. It is someone else, and i don't think i know that person or even
recognise him if i saw him because the dream is not very clear..
ok i better dun talk about it
anymoreXP hahas..
Again, today morning is raining cats and dogs-.- I hate morning rain!! It makes me don't feel like going to school..hahahs..Tell you something ridiculous..I am actually awake by the strong wind-.- funny right?? I though Singapore
going to have tornado-.- The wind was so stronger that my window *bang* and i could hear the sound of the wind..
hahas..
I actually intend to take the same bus with Madeleine to RP but due to
miscommunication we board the different bus..): but it's
OK i waited for her in woodlands interchange(few
mins only la)..hahahs..So end up, Madeleine, Diana and me walk to RP together(: But
wth the floor is so wet and i wore sandals, end up my sandals is so wet-.-
some more it is still raining..haiyo..so troublesome right? (i am
lazyXP)
Why
every time have communications problem in the group???
haiz..can't we just sit down and discuss peacefully?? Hey guys..i know you all can do it right? If this continues i can tell you the truth that it will not only affect
your grades and the whole group. Is it worth it? We only can be together for 1 semester, let's just treasure it ok? It is fate to meet each other and be friends so please treasure it and actually the facilitator had realise about it..Haiz..made me have a bit of headache..but it's ok already..(:
I shall not say about my group problem anymore and i can only hope next week would be better(: OMG..it's time for me to do my RJs..bye bye(:
Labels: team 2 jia you(:
A rainbow appeared@7:48 PM;
Tuesday, May 5, 2009
Today morning raining heavily and nearly can't wake up in timeXP But thanks to Daddy, he drove me to school.. weee~ So i message Madeleine, Yiling and Diana and wanted to see whether they are at nearby so can drove them along too. So kind of me right? lols..(what are friends for?)
But i am sad to say that they don't have the chances..lol..only Madeleine is at nearbyXP We reach school at about 8am? Am i right? hahas..quite early right? Todays lesson is communication practice(putting it together).
The whole group stays back during the lunch break, so hardworking right?? hahas..actually is too much thing we need to do so everybody stay back. Anyway, i am quite shock that they would assign me as the leader-.- OMG..i am sorry if i never did anything much..how can i be leader sia?!? lol..but no choice):
BTW i had 2 dinners today-.- going to gain more weight le): hahas..OMG..i nearly over the submitting time for my RJs..today RJ so hard and nothing much to write, somemore i was assigned as the leader and need to evaluate on all members):
I should not write too much if not it will seems boringXP It time for me to go bath, i know its late..hahas..see you tml!(:
Labels: miss-ing you~
A rainbow appeared@11:40 PM;
Weee~ hellos everybody!! Is the blogskin okies?? My best buddies(Jun Yan) help me create 1(: Thank you! hahas..i will try to blog daily so won't waste ur efffort(:
Labels: Thank you Jun Yan(:
A rainbow appeared@10:09 PM;