Sunday, May 24, 2009
Tommorrow having UT(understanding test)..But i feel so usless, can't control my emotions and make myself to study..
i can't cry, mummy is at home.. ..i must be strong and forget you..got the urge to talk to you but i knew i can't..it's time already..time to forget and it's over..
i keep making myself to face the facts but my tears just don't listen to me..i believe since past until now my tears could have already flooded you..ya i am a crybaby..your crybaby..but not now anymore..
Today actually intend to go out but i don't have the mood at all..no energy..whyis this happening to me? how am i going to study?? my mind is totally blank..only got you..
But i remember i told myself after today i am not going to think about you..can i really do that?? after yesterday night until now, i start to have doubts about it..singing songs, dancing crazy and making myself busy doesn't works anymore..
Well..this would be my last post about you..i had delete your number,pics,messages but all these still remain in my heart deeply..is not as easy you said to forget or even hate you..
You told me before you would not leave me, but you still did it..
My life in RP sux already and yet you leave me when i need you the most):
i took some random pic of the sky:
The skies look same everyday but everyday happen diferent things..One year ago you coloured my life,one year later you leave me alone and it seems soo black now..I wish you all the best and hopefully i can make myself study for the testsss..bye peoples~
Labels: in the end you still leave me~
