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HELLOSSSS:DD

2010-10-21T09:33:00.005+08:00

Hey everybody, I am BACKKK:X lol.

my new semester have start><>

TEA Ceremony : bride and groom:D

The poor cute bunny groom:B

Their wedding carr^^

me and Bao zhu jiejie :DD

Dinner time~

YAMMMM SENGGG~

My ah pek ah mm and Mummy+Me:D

Bao zhu jiejie n meee^^
lol. thats all. hahas.

Anyway I am 18 le.hahahas.Happy birthday to myself^^

now i am worried about my PP and FYP>< I haven't finish my PP and its going to date due sooon): Its time to chiong liao:B
Then for the FYP i haven settle my group members:X

Anyway, happy 7th month anni dear dear♥

miss u!

2010-05-23T01:46:00.006+08:00

Hellos people^^(playing with dry ice:D)

waa I very long never blog le:X
Sorry for that, I am lazy and no time:S hahas.

I am having my last UT(biochem-.-) on tuesday^^ hope it will be ok):

wish me luck XD

(I look weird here:X)

Anyway, school have been great for me:D just that I am a bit more stress than last semester><. hahas.but still good because of my classmate^^

Thanks huihui,cat,Ivan and many more(:

My class are now at W64A :S

Its very far that's why I have broke my records for late for school XD
hahas. I never late for first semester, late for 2 or 3 times for semester two.

Now late for uncountable times for this semester:S lol.

21 may is Madeleine birthday~ Happy Birthday to u:DD

All the best wishes worr^^

21 may ♥

It is also me and dear's 2nd month anni:P
hahas..Happy 2nd month anniversary my dear^^
PS. I love u (:

Time flies, but when without you, time seems not to be moving ):

Finally my rainbow have appear~♥

or maybe not?:S

shall see how things progress ba..

But I am contented with whatever I had, I dare not to ask for more. Just hope that things will continue to be like that><.
♥♥♥

2010-03-05T22:25:00.013+08:00

Hellos people:DD

Hmm holiday have happen a lot of things, and it will be a great start for me:DD
have a lot of fun and laughter!(:

Anyway Happy Birthday to ADONIA + YUHAN^^.
Yesterday went to celebrate han han's bd(: toook a lot of pic lol.
The birthday girl;DD

hahahs.sooo cute right?:X
see how small she is now:P
we made a card for her;DD
ps: her 18th birthday bash~ hahas.
The is how the card look like:D
ps: Annis drew and make 1!(:
YUHAN with the cake!
Annis with her short hair(:
Mad with her bangs and sexy clothes~
Annas with her ROCK! lol.

ME with my small heart !:B
PS: I have to admit that Annis art is improving:P hehehes.nice drawing! keep it up<3
Yuhan is reading the letter~oppps.I am caught :X hehes.

The 3 of usss:D

trying to act cuteXD but...failed:X

ahhhh so blissful:P

THIS LOOK LIKE MIRROR IMAGE RIGHT? lol.

*like this!* me & mad~

Annas said she look unnatural n stiff so i tickle her;D

look so nature right?lol

oppps trying to show of my colourful nails even if yuhan n mad taking pic:X

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUHAN:DD

*hug*

Mad with her flower+ my colourful nails lol.

2 zilian queen:P

A monster trying to absorb yuhan's power!:P

ok i m actually trying to make yuhan lol but..again failedXD

yea yea. I just reaslied Annis (on the left) look so cuteXD

pity girls:P bullied by US^^.lol

Annas hugging the Birthday girl!

PS: Ahhh my Annas look more n more photogenic nowadays:D lol.

they smiled like couple:P hahas.

the four of them! too bad I need to take the pic so i m not inside>< (ps to ask other ppl to take for usXD)

4 darlingss of mine(:

Annas look so blissful while hugging Yuhan n mad lol.

she is praying not to get squash by the 2 ladies beside her:P

ahh yuhan look so nice on pic:DD
ps: mad try to act sexy:P

YUHAN! where u looking? look at me de camera:X lol.

Me and mad, ok I am suppose to make de rock pose but end up i look like spiderman-.-

hmmmmm..admiring the person who taking pic:P

me and my annis:D

trying to act cute againXP

Annas with her rock pose and the 2 sweet ladiess~

ahhh Annas trying to murder mad mad!:P

Anyway we went arcade n play the mario racing game, took pic too lol.

PS: please dun laugh at usXD and it is not very clear becos we took from the screen~

Annas with her cute hat!

ME with the funny big nose XD

PS; sooo cute right?:P

ANNIS! the princesss:X

oppps she is going to kill me if she saw this so if u see this please dun tell her:P

ok thats the end of our story:P

PS: Dear, I love u (:

Thanks for always being there for me and never ever leave me k?(:

Hope this day will last and things will be right for us:D

I am working tml so I got to sleep soon~

sweet dreams people(:

2010-02-15T21:14:00.006+08:00

Hellos everybody it's NEW YEAR:DD

erm I removed my pic becos my friend said I look auntie-.-

ok..weeee I am so prepared for my bia nian:P hehes.

I help mother buy those damn cute tiger ang baos.hahhas.

My (xiao yi) aunt came my house to bai nian:DD

[ok i look damn ugly i noe><]

my cute mother and my aunt(xiao yi).

ehh guess yourself which 1 is my mother:X

(didn't ask for her permission and posted this on my blog leXD)

my cousinss and mee(:

From the picture: the left side(blue shirt) is my younger cousin and the right side(red shirt) is same age as me de cousin.hahhas:X

Both of them damn choi hor? lols I feel so ps to stand with themXP

Ehh this year CNY is slightly boring hahas but still ok la becos I m enjoying my TVs^^.

hahas.ahhh I miss W16J alot siaa.

Memories of w16j~

hahas we have so much fun together, especially the last day:P

my "gang" + Louis and mark~

hahas.opps All the girls in this pic,including me look paleXP

W16J:DD

Miss you guys lots and all the best for next semester(:

hope to see you all again and be the same class next time:D

ok back to my Tv, muahahhas..

bye people:X

2010-01-23T07:19:00.004+08:00

(me and lynda;D )

Hellos everybody.hahas.have been very busy since school reopen:X now have to rush for UT3 revision.Ok I am super dead,I haven even start my revisionT.T and my UT3 is just 2 weeks later))):

Anyway Tuesday I had lab work for Bio lesson and took some pictures ;DD

Me and lynda.behind us is......guess;D

The 4 of us.hmm I realised that everytime we took pic, one of us will be MIA de-.-

ok I admit I look ugly but I still like becos my friendsss are inside :D
"best sleeping position award"
ok this is just a random picture I took in class. lols.

hahas.thats all:P I will try to update more if I can.

Anyway I feel quite sick,I guess I am having FLU soon):

take care people~

2010-01-04T13:37:00.005+08:00

Happy New year!
hahahs.ok I am a BIT late lol.

ok there are something I must achieve this year:

1) Slim down)): -> no choice because I am growing fatter and fatter due to holidays;P

2) Pass all my modulesXP -> I don't want to retain, thus I would do my best;)

3) Change/quit job><. -> I had bad time management,therefore I don't think I can cope my studies if i continue to work):

4) erm.hopefully no BGR this year;D -> I want to focus on studies nowwwww~

5) I want to go overseas! even if malaysia I also want!T.T -> feel like going out of Singapore><. hahas.hopefully I can achieve all:D not a lot la only 5,hehes.I believe I can and so I can right?XP

Anyway,I had rebonded my hair.hehes;P hope it looks alright.I rebond for only $70!^^

Thanks Yun zhen for the intro so that I can find such a cheap and worth rebonding(:

hellos;D

Wahahah.today very blur and unattentive in class>< hahhas.still in holiday mood la;P Today chemistry is about batteries lol, cant remember much.wahahhaha..obviously I am not paying attention in class right?XP

Then I am having serious bad cramps today): nearly vomited in class-.-" hahas.But better now~

Omg tommorrow having BIO test!T.T the first test is already very tough, hope tommorrows 1 will not be so toughT.T ok lah, i admit it is not really very very very tough. Just that I never learnt bio before and do not have any interest in it thats why I am having a hard time;P

Just realised that this year I would turn 18!! kekekke.older liao wor)): but at the same time I believe I would be more mature:D time flies><.lol.

Will try to blog often and make my blog aliveeeeXP
mmm.. "Being cruel to him is also being cruel to myself~" hahas..
But this year there will be no more him!;D

All the best to those who also having bio test tomorrow~
weeeeee.got to do hw and revision.byes~

2009-12-31T18:20:00.003+08:00

Hellos people~

ok zilian again:P

Mmm.I had been shopping and working this holiday(mostly working-.-)

Me with ALL my christmas present:D

Thanks to: Winnie(my supervisor), Annas(my dear), Brenda(my colleague),Veron and Nichole:D

And other of my beloved friends tooo(too many to list:P)

ohoh.this is my exchange gift^^

Its a musical box, by Brenda~

My first musical box, hehes:P

lol.School reopening next week and yet I have do any revisionTT. I did badly for my biology UT1):

Ok, Physic and chem UT2 result is out, but I did badly for both!

Haiz.life is so sucky, I just got the motivation to study but the more I study, the worst I did-.-

Ehh seriously, I think go wrong course..lol haiz.

Perhaps at the very begaining I should have listen to him in the past:X

Nevermind, I would be able to survive right? its still not the end><.

But I guess I might need to quit my job soon ba.I can't afford to waste anymore of my time><.

I got to work tomorrow, I better read some of my bio notes ba. Bye people~

Anyway, Happy 2010 people:D

Hope everything will be smoothly for everyone of us(:

2009-12-13T02:09:00.004+08:00

Helloss:D

LOL.my blog is rottening..hahahs.will blog more when I finished my test><

Very stress this semster but I had a great time((:

Thanks to W16J:D love them lotss..

hahas..but time flies 10 weeks have pass)):

I will miss you all):

Picture of usss:D

The rangerss:D

(opps.see mei is not inside><)lol.

OK I haven't study my chem-.-

dieeT.T

wish me good luck(: lol.

Btw I prefer my old handphone :nokia 6500S, the camera seems to be better though samsung jet is 5 mega pixels><

hahas..

Gdn 囧囧囧

2009-11-24T23:09:00.003+08:00

my PURPLE flower balloon(:

Hellos people :D

Have been very busy these few weeks so no time to update bloggy:X omg it is dyingT.T hahas..

Nevermind~ Here comes the purple ranger to save the bloggy~ lol.

ok this is taken on last week cognitive lesson lol. Lynda( yellow ranger^^) and meee:P

hahas..

Opps.4 rangers present only:P got 1 ranger absent on that day D:

hahas..ok I know I look retarded:X ignore meee) hahas.

Thanks guys, everyone of you made my daysss:D

Here is a question ♥ :

Would you choose a guy who love you more than you love him or you love him more than he does?

Hahas.immediately I had the same answer as you, however we cannot really measure love. If we could or we are doing that, it is not really true love(: right? hahas.

well thats all I want to say♥~

I am sleeping early so goodnight peoples!(:

2009-11-01T20:52:00.003+08:00

Hellos everybody! Anway HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY(:

mm It's his birthday today but I didnt buy anything for him><>Nice ma?? hahas..

Finally I change HP le hahas..my old nokia 6500s really spoil le):

So thanks daddy^^

BTW I ate my birthday present(given by Nade)

Thanks Nade! It is super delicious(:

Yummm yummm(:

hahas..

Having UT next week><. haven't really study for it yet>< OMG! dieee..Zzzzz..

I better go read some notes now:X bye people!
Miss you~

2009-10-28T23:35:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥Hellos~ hahas..

UT coming soon le..super busy and tired these daysD:

Pic taken on my BD,forget to uploadXP
mmm..which 1 nicer ah? lol
who nicer!?! Jun Yan or Me?? HAHAs:P

joking laaa~~

Did a facebook quiz, question: when will you get married and to who? lolol..

Kua took the quiz and got the result: You Will be 17, And The Persons Name Will Begin With J
When you are 17 you will marry your first true love whos name begins with a J. You will die in each others arms.

HAHAH..soo sweet har but it will never happen on me♥♥♥:P
like this quizXP

Tommorrow having cognitive♥^^ so happy! LOLOL!
It is the best module I had(:

Once again, I cried but this time round is with a smile.♥
Because finally I realised I had grown up (:
I have a good head on my shoulders now~

Sleep early people! gdn^^

2009-10-26T21:46:00.005+08:00

Hellos! Thanks for all the wishing and present for my birthday! Thank you W16J for the birthday song too(:
(didn't blog about it becos of my lazyness:P)

Sorry ah I have been SUPER busy and tired so didn't blog><. Now my blog seems so dead ):

BOooo..Anyway I went to cousin wedding on saturday and sunday^^

Cousin Esther & her husband Kua Kiong

Cousin and "da yi zhang" in the church!

the booklet~

Their carrr..lol

I wore this dress when going church~
Jun Yan help me choose 1, is it nice?:P
hahas.. oppps(zilian again:P)

well..Thats all for saturday~
I was super tired and slept from 5pm to 1pm-.- 20 HOURS!! hahas..

Sunday!! (dinner at Meritus-near orchard there~) hahas

Daddy drove us there! Anyway I was having alot of trouble on that day-.-
Problems-contacts len,fake eyelashes,clothes..LOL.

mmm..the nice decorations^^
Oh ya..this is the freebies

Cute har?(:
My collection♥! Muahahah^^ lols..

I wore this on sunday(:

mmm..I wish then stay sweet and happy forever~ God bless them(:

hahas..

So envy them lorr..hahhas..It made me sad but happy for them at the same moment><.

LOL..

BTW I didn't go school today. Becos I can't wake up and no lab coat><. I forget I had my english lesson la-.- If not I will definitely turn up de): tooo bad:P

Bad excuse hor?XP

hahas..

Today better sleep early,still very tired): *yawnss*

OMG I become pig le hahas..the more I sleep the more tired I feel too-.-

take care everybody~

GDN ♥(:

2009-10-18T21:01:00.003+08:00

Hellos!(:

hahas..so boring and sian. I intended to revise for the module but no mood and siann..hahas..

ehh does this picture look emo?><>

Hope tommorrow will be a great day for me(:

I love my parents, all my great friends..thank you, because of you I am here(:

2009-10-08T23:15:00.004+08:00

Hellos people!(:

Mmm..today I had cognitive 2.It i about thinking love scientifically,it is still ok la.Main focus is about thinking scientifically~

Today my group is still ok and I did manage to contributing something(did I?) I think..LOL..

Went to do research on phones(scientific thinking!)

My conclusion is I still prefer Samsung Jet..hahas..It is quite nice and the functions seems not bad^^ Maybe I shall change my phone to that..mm still not confirm yet and I am not very sure about the price yet><.

This is the phone,not bad har?XP

I finished my RJ,evaluation and quiz already. The quiz actually kind of confused me lol.Hope I am right><..

mm..I am looking through tml(maths) problem statement and worksheet now, I heard it is quite difficult D: Hope I can survived through tommorrow lessonXP hahas..

Now I only hope that my life continue in this busy way, though it is tiring I won't need to thinking so much about ~~him~~ something.hahas..

Something I learnt today:

“Whereas non-scientific (and potentially dangerous) thinking starts with a premise and then looks for things that support it, scientific thinking constantly tries to disprove itself. That alone makes all the difference in the world.”
Derren Brown, Tricks of the Mind

♥GDN peoples! sweet dreams(:

2009-10-07T23:00:00.003+08:00

Hellos people~ OMG its so late already, I had just finished my RJ..

Mmm..my RJ question is quite hard for me espacially I don't really understand todays lesson><
Thanks to Nazihah's guide I finally finish my RJ..hahas..

RJ:A box is dropped off the edge of a very high cliff. Suppose there is a resistive force, R, that acts in the opposite direction to the motion of the box. This force is proportional to the velocity of the box. Describe the motion of the box until the moment it hits the ground. -.-

Very noob hor? hahas..physics and chemistry is killing me>
Today very late reach home because I had an english test then after test went to look for mummy and Annis birthday present><.

I am sooooo tired,both mentally and physically~
Don't know how long I can hold on but I have to.. ..

New class,new friends is still quite ok for me..hopes it turns out well and I know it just take a long time for me to make friends..so let nature take it course(:

Xiang~~ THANKs ! I like my blog song alotXP hehes..

Apple~~ hahas..thanks for the concern I am fine now(: class is still ok but I am afraid I can't cope my chemistry and physic><.

Anyway I am really irritated by my noob phone,so I will msg lesser or even not reply hor! lol.

okok..I better go bath now-.- haizzzz..bye peoples!!

Sweet dreams♥

2009-10-02T23:32:00.003+08:00

Hellos!(: omg school going to re-open le><. hahas..haven't enjoyed finish my holidaysXP

I change my blog songs again!^^ after watching xing guang da dao I like the song---sometimes when we touch, Heaven(: It just sound so beautiful and nice to me! hahas..hope you like it too^^

My new class is W16J! sian different class with all my friends againD: hahas..nvm.hope my new class would be better><.
*cross finger and pray* hahas..

well I got lots of picture but lazy to upload>.> hahas..

ANYWAY my noob phone is giving me problem again!! button 1,4,7 and * can't be used-.-"
so I might not be able to reply you wor hahas..really need to change phone le):

Too much of great memories are inside of the phone I can't bear to change it):

mmm..ok I shall sleep early because I still have something on tomorrow! hahas..

gdn peoples~

2009-09-10T21:38:00.003+08:00

Helloss(:

OMG its holiday! XD lols..too lazy to touch my lappy><. Had been very busy these few days..hahas..Went out with friends,watch my favourite TV showss and SLEEPING! :D I think I gain a lot of weights already-.- Especially after Tuesday I went to Seoul Garden and ate with Annis Annas><.!
Had took some picturess (:

Will update when free..

♥Byes(:

Saya - Xiang Nian Ni De Ge(OT: If IÃ¢ÂÂm Not In Love)

2009-08-31T02:01:00.001+08:00

Saya - Xiang Nian Ni De Ge(OT: If IÃ¢ÂÂm Not In Love)

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2009-08-26T20:38:00.002+08:00

Hellos(:

I had just calculate the numbers of days you left me...It had been exactly 145 daysss..Well..Indeed time flies~ So is it a good thing or a bad thing? D:

haiz..Nevermind..at least I finish my poly semester 1 and did what I am suppose to do already..It might be a miserable time I had but unbelieveable I had made it through..

OMG..something ♥unbelievable had just happen><. *sobs* Crying with a smile now~
hahas..

To somebody: I am sorry to you.............

Anyway my things had solved almost 2/3 le..left with one final thing I am done^^ finally I am more relieve(: suddenly felt satisfied with my life:P

hahas..I better go settle my problems baa..

♥bye peoples(:

2009-08-26T00:28:00.003+08:00

Helloss everybody~~ (:

Well I hope this won't be a emo or lengthy post ba:X

hahahs..Today had my last UT3-communication practice. It is still quite ok but a bit tricky I guess:P Hope I will get at least a B><.hahas..

After UT3 was suppose to play badminton with my friends, but the court is not avaliable so we went to watch "吓到笑" mmm..the two of them (I sit in the middle) were laughing a lot and engross when watching the movie..

Instead the person(me..lol) who tend to be more crazy and loves to laugh a lot did not tend to laugh a lot..I guess my mind is at other places or maybe it is not really that funny to me ba..and I can't find my smile..

hahas..Remember last time when watching "blood+" suprisingly I was laughing almost through out the whole movie-.- hahas..ok la maybe I am sot sot:P

On the way home, a lot of things ran through my mind..was think of somebodyss and finally I guess I should faced the problem I had le ba.. Avoiding is never a solution~

However, I still do not have much courage and unable to contact the person(excuses?:P) hahas..

Maybe tomorrow?><. yeah..hopefully I manage to did it:P

Finally I know what to do, though I am not sure whether it is correct or not but it is the best solution I can think of):

It really feel terrible when you laugh or smile at the time when you don't mean it or do not really feel it in your heart.. ..I want to stop this~

(Randomness♥ ) The scariest thing in the world is not about making the wrong decision or choice, but not knowing what mistakes you had done is more scarier.

hahas..sorry for the randomness(influence by ahem..jkjk..lol):P it just came to my mind in a sudden~

well..tomorrow I still had my English lesson I better sleep early ba~

♥ GDN everybody(:

2009-08-24T20:22:00.008+08:00

Hellos everybody!(:

Well..Today I had my maths UT3, I guess I really did badly for it.
Disappointed with myself ):

Anyway after UT3, Jun Yan help me to change a new blog skin^^

TA-DA-DA!!

nice??(:

I l♥ve both my current and old blogskin..hahas..but it's time to change new 1(:

Since my URL is Purple rox my world, I shall use back my favourite purple har..
If not like very weird right?:P

And I don't want to change my URL, because who knows? maybe he somebody still read my blog?><.

hahhas..Anyway, so sorry to put chinese song but I really like this song.♥♥♥♥♥
Heard it yesterday when watching 星光5 班:P

Hope you like it tooo(:

ok I guess its time for me to start study my last UT3-communication practice :D
After tomorrow I am freeeee~^^

♥♥♥HOLIDAYSSS here I comeeee~

(randomness)I guess I should shut my mouth before I speak anymore wrong things D:
haizzzzz..

Bye peopless & good luck for those who having exams tooo(:

2009-08-22T20:20:00.006+08:00

Helloss.. (I guess this would be an emo post><...) Well because I miss ~~him~~,I miss the time and places ~~we had been together~~, I miss ~~his~~ smile,I miss things I used to have and I don't know how to treasure it..

Some people tend to treasure things after when they lost it, me too..

I really don't know what is wrong with me, I had not been myself since yesterday night..

Have been missing ~~him~~ a lot a lot..

Nobody will understand how I feels....

All the things seems like just happen and yet I cannot do anything..

I really hate myself doing this but I cannot help it..

Sometimes I really feel that fate is making fun of me.

Maybe it's true that the person we normally end up with is not the one we loved most...

Having regrets but it can't change the fact...

Trouble please leave me ok?

I haven't start my Maths and Communication UT3 revision><.
haiz..perhaps I should start studying noww..

Oh ya I just did a facebook quiz: what are you hiding from yourself? (SADNESS)

(I feel it is quiz true><.)

You don't like being sad so you hide it when you are from others and yourself. You enjoy being happy and up-beat, you don't like showing when you're unhappy.... But at times the simplest thing can make you cry becuse you hold it in too long..

haahas..I go study le..

Bye people~

2009-08-21T18:57:00.005+08:00

Hellos..Have been very tired and stress these few days..Even cried on yesterday night):

No matter how hard my life is without you, I still have to go on.
I would live for the sake of my parents,Annis Annas,~~him~~ and my other friends...

Nothing can change the fact now, so I could only learn to accept everything*sobs*

Thanks for the support of my friends,especially my dear Annis Annas(: love them lots
*muacks and hugs* ^^
Suddenly realised I had neglected them so much in the past): sorry my dears..
But we would be the best friend forever!(:

I need freedom, I need time, I need ~~him,~~I need everything...

Troubles please leave me,pain please leave me,nightmares please leave meeeee~

Enterprise UT3 result: I hope it would be ok D:
Science UT3 result: Not very good ):
Cognitive UT3 result: I guess I will be very disappointed with my resultsss><. After Cognitive UT3, I went to Causeway point and library with Jun Yan after UT.
And I saw this^^

It is called "Millionaire Orange Shortbread". Is it nice?!?^^
Hoping to make this for "somebody's" Birthdaysss :P hahas..hopefully I can make it(:

ok..I guess I should rest more because I am having really bad headaches and feel giddy all the time these few days):
I shall let myself rest for a day right?^^

hahas...yeahhh~

so bye peoples~~~

2009-08-16T23:28:00.003+08:00

(pic taken from google)

haiz..suddenly I get very emotional and think a lot..
Need to vent out my stress and unhappiness..

I agree that an idle's mind is a devil workshop):

Why do people always had to tell ourselves that we are happy and satisfied when we are not.
what is life? why is it so sucky? What's wrong with me? Why am I even here?

I got tons of questions on my mind, I can't even answer them myself.................................

Life is just so unfair, even my teacher told me that before.
What else can I do?

I am stress, irritate,fed up with my messed up life...

Always tell myself to be strong and face it but it is just a way to make myself better right?
why am I so lost here?

I can't see any directions, all around me is pitch black..It seems like hell to me..

ok I know this post sound ridiculous, but I am a person who like to think about nonsense especially when I am down..

Thanks Jun yan for cheering me up, but I guess nothing can curse my "illness"

I bet I am just sick..I need a break, a rest..

But the coming test is really killing me,it added on to my problems..I am feeling so stress but I still can make myself study...what I should do?

seriously, Nobody will ever know how I feel now..........
Blog and complaining to friends can make me feel slightly better, but the problem is still there you see..

In my mind I could only sense STRESS,UNHAPPINESS,FED UP,IRRITATED.....

Where is my smile? nothing there for me to smile or happy about.....can someone cheer me up?
This is bad, I though everthing is over but it seems to be just going to start):

trouble and problem could you please leave me?):

LIFE

2009-08-16T17:35:00.008+08:00

Hellosss(:

Is the picture nice??(: hahas..

Have been very tired and stress theses few days..Do not even feel like messaging or reply people message..soo sorry><.

Test 3 start on wednesday(enterprise) but I can't even make myself study><. haizzz...Very distracted by everything or do not have the study mood):

GG..I did kind of badly for my UT2 because I didn't study so never fail any of the modules I should be very happy le lols..but I am not><.

Enterprise is one of the hardest module-.- OMG, wish me good luck..lols..

ok I better try to study now if not GG le):

Bye peopless..miss you lotss^^

"What is life?"
To achieve something?
To be somebody?
To be with someone I love?
To study?
Or just for the sake of living?

After losing you, my life have been more unclear.........

Life isn't really better without you,hope urs is better~

2009-08-14T00:16:00.004+08:00

hellos! wow..seems too be very long never blog le..very tired and busy these few days):

anyway Happy Birthday Da ge!!(:
sweet 17th liao wor(:
all the best!

Today after school went to make-up workshop with Jun Yan(:

Took some pic:X hahas..

Me n Jun yan!Oppps...can't really see her><>

We went to Yoshinoya to have our dinner, end at about 8 plus-.-

I reach home at about 9plus going 10om le):

ehhhh..I am not trying to act cute k!><.

last zi lian pic:X

hahas..no choice I am zi lian queen so sure have alot of pic de..hahas..

Intended to pon science tomorrow but daddy don't allow-.-

haiz...tired~

UT3 coming soooon tooo and I haven't got anything to study!><.

I am sooo tired for me and no time to rest..but life have to goes on~

Nobody will understand how I feel.........

Btw this morning Kevin then tell me he going Canada! ok what a good friend-.-

hahas..joking joking:P

At least he still remember to inform me la:X

Take care and all the best to you~

weeeeee ok no emo-ing! quite late le I better go sleep le ba(:

GDN!^^

Please teach me what should I do now?! LOST...

2009-08-12T21:02:00.003+08:00

This is a touching video.

Have been very tired and stress these few days so now time to blog..OMG my bloggy like rottening le><>

Wish me good luck:X hahas..I better go do my RJ liao(:

2009-07-11T21:16:00.004+08:00

hellos..have been 4 days not blogging alreadyXP

hahas..

Well..the cognitive UT2 is still ok, because i didn't study much about it so was quite worriedXP Lucky yet i still can do..*phews* but it seems easy for everybody so I might still not be able to score well for it><.

But my science UT2 GG leT.T I forget all my science and didnt study much.. i hope i won't get a F><.

BTW I just had a first A for my science..but i am not happy at all...i never do much and i know is not fair to those who didn't get A..haiz.....

My maths group is still not bad because got Jun yan^^ lols..but i think i will get C):

because we didn't include the important formula learnt in the slides):

hahas..never mind~ at least i enjoy the day( ALOT)^^ hahas..

Well sorry for the short post and didn't update much because I am too lazy and tired to blogXP hahas..Tommorrow having enterprise UT2-.-

I sure fail liao): haiz... ..didn't study much at all..tooo distractedXP

Now trying to read one last time of the 6p before sleep><>

wish me good luckXP

Got to go~

byes(:

2009-07-07T22:17:00.005+08:00

Hellos people(:

Today module is communiation, we had change groups..

learnt a new word plagiarism^^ hahas..

Very tired and OMG tomorrow i have cognitive UT2-.-

I am still stuck at my RJ...the question is :

Share a personal experience of miscommunication due to plagiarism, stereotyping, fabrication or disclosure. How did you deal with it then and how would you deal with it after today¡¯s lesson? Would you deal with it in a different way? Why?

OMG..i have no idea how to write, my mind was totally blank><.

hahas..anyway still got feel abit bad by making da ge cry yesterdayXP

well we can't make any changes to what have already happen,

but we can still change what is going to happen(:

My memories of you are slowly fading and even though sometimes feel like crying i can control myself better(:

I believe to stay away from you life is better for you (thats love right?),

so since that day onwards i have stop disturbing you and being so selfish(:

Well..actually i prefer the life i am having now,

so don't have to worry..(:

At least I am still not alone, everyone is around me(:

RIGHT? hahas..

OMG..lols times for me to do RJ and study for UT2><..

GTG!!

byes peoples(:

2009-07-06T19:43:00.003+08:00

Heys people I need your help!!

PLEASE SIGN up at http://www.linkedin.com/ and add me!
I need for school work): *URGENTLY*

because to pass the critera i need at least 20 contacts!!
BY TODAY>< !

Thanks for helping..
Thanks to all my great friends for helping up(:

Saturday:
went to tampanies for work today
There is a HOKKAIDO fair(:
alot of people><.

I bought this scallop bun at $4.20!-.-"

The filling look like this~

This is the fried curry thing cost $2.80!-.-

hahas..the food there all very ex):

I nearly broke! hahahas..

So near yet so far~! LOLssss..

Sunday:

slack at home whole dayXP

actually wanted to study for UT2 but too lazy to-.-"

hahhas...

Today:

I have cognitive, i almost forget my group membersXP

hahahs..

Today morning when wake up i had a bad headache):

nearly wan pon school..hahas..

OMG..time to do RJ, quiz and evaluation><.

PLease help me to sign up for the http://www.linkedin.com/ !!

THANK YOU(:

2009-07-03T23:49:00.004+08:00

hellos people(:

have a tired day><. hahas..

went around causeway point, far east to look for noob WIGS-.-

yet we found 1 which cost $180++ so exxx.....................................

Heys don't misunderstand, not i need to wear..

Is for the huanted house..hahas..

tomorrow working from 10-10.................................haiz..

no choice because they lack of manpower):

Was chatting with zhan yi because just now saw him at mrt..lol..

Jun yan,joleen , my dear annis..hahas..

Oh ya today during lesson Yisheng told me lots of things..OMG..lol..

ok i will rmb n change de><.

I shall go sleep now.. super tired!

GDN peoples!

sweet dreams~

2009-07-02T23:39:00.005+08:00

Helloss..

Today module is science, we change group>< OMG..i am very disappointed): but expected............

Went home late due to JCIG meeting and ate KFC with Jun Yan^^

Was chatting with da ge, my cute didi, ex-classmate, YUHAN!, ANNAS, M.E! and somebody..hahas..

my cute didi sent me a super cute msg! thanks didi i will save it de(:

we chat until i nearly no time do RJXP hahas.. OMG..my phone if totally spoil! cant use anymore!): and lost all my things inside the phone><

So please message me you number,name and birthday(:
Sorry for the troubleXP

Daddy lent me his phone^^ yeah yeah~ stupid noob phone only 18++months spoil liao):
haiz..so sad):

ok very late already><. i shall go sleep now!
byes people! gdn(:

2009-07-01T21:46:00.006+08:00

Hellosss~

I have slack the whole dayXP

Just watch the last espisode of "jing lou ying fen"

Its a sad end ending):

Reminds me of my sad memories-.- haizzz....

nevermind..don't think about it liao><.

My head like suddenly very heavy><><.

went to do quiz again^^ hahas..too sian liaoXP

Let me post some quiz i did:

Quiz: Are you a perfect girl?
my answer is Sweet Love.

Babe You Love Him All The Girls Should Be Jealous ! Hes One Lucky Boy. (LOL)

Quiz: what type of guy is meant for you?

my answer is sweetheart.

your guy is sweetheart!he is always there for you and he is not nervous or embarrest to be around you!

WOW..who is my sweetheart then? hahahs..

What random cute animal are you?
answer: hamster!(so cute><)
You are so cute and small everyone luvs you! You love attention and compliments and being told how cute u are! be cute!

Quiz: how is your future life going to look like?

Answer is ♥rich nice girl♥

you are very rich, have three kids, a husband that loves you very much and a pet dog named ralph. you live in Hawaii by the ocean drive a mustang and a mini van, and you are a stay at home mother.....perfect life....

Wahahaas..i want that^^ hahas..THIS IS THE BEST QUIZ I HAD TODAY^^

OMG i just realised i didn't do my worksheet,PDT,quiz and even RJ for today!XP
Don't even feel like doing the RJ now, don't really understand the question):

Tomorrow school starts and Understanding Test 2 coming SOOON><.
wish me good luckXP

Bye people~

2009-07-01T10:15:00.004+08:00

Helloss people~

Yesterday nights have lots of fun with M.E, Cheng, Jun yan and......
hahas..M.E is adv.holic! lol she gave us lots of funny advertisement links!

Super nice and funny! hahahs..
They makes my day(:

TODAY:

NOW..sianss don't feel like doing worksheet and PDT.

Went to do alot of facebook quiz..i like this:

birth personality:october!

Loves to chat. Loves those who loves them. Loves to takes things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think. Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children.

Well..all quite true and acceptable except those 2 i higlighted!

I am not soo petty la-.- I care a lot of what others think ok!
LOL..but the rest still ok and is meXP

This applies to all october baby..hahahas..

oh ya..today is the last day of e-learning liao):

i will MISS my holidays but not the e-learning-.- hahhas..

I MISS EVERYBODY):

Quiz are so fun^^I love doing quizXP

OMG><><.

Bye peoples(:

2009-06-30T12:03:00.004+08:00

THINGS I MUST DO NOW:
1)forget him
2)stop missing of him
3)ignore his existence
3)stop myself from think of message or talk him
4)believe in myself
5)believe in you
6)treasure what i have
7)live well without him
8)have someone better than him
9)don't cry over him
10)make myself more occupied to forget him
11)miss someone who is worth me to think of
12)let go of him
13)calm myself down
14)stop confusing myself
15)FINISH MY HOMEWORK!!

*phews* i believe i can do it (with you)..right?(:
hope that you would be my light and lead me out of this horrible place i am now~
(:

oppps..so randomXP

2009-06-30T00:26:00.002+08:00

Hellosss(:

Went sake with cheng at 3.40plus><>

Kwen boon, Ming teck, Weijie all reach le waiting for us and Shao quan onlyXP

hahahs..have lots of fun and ate alot(espacially cheng and weijie><)

Shao quan was late! we eat without him first..hahahs..

After that we went bowling and pool except for weijie..

OMG sia..almost all the balls i thrown went into the drainXP hahas..

The first round i paired with cheng and score until damn badXP

Second round i pair with shao quan and cheng pair with kwen boon then ming teck solo~

I am the lao shu shi lor><>

hahahs..But end up we are second wor^^

LOL..we win cheng and kwen boon despite so many go into the drains^^

hahahs..yeah yeah~

took some zilian pictureXP hahahs..

Don't laugh hor..i am zilian queen ma..hahhasXP

Reach home at about 9plus going 10pm le><

Then still need to chiong my PDT, RJ..

after finish-ing those i realised there is quiz-.-

Finally finish..*phews*

To lalala..pls stop it la ccb..stop being so childish and immature-.- grown up pls!

Bye peoples and just ignore those immature KIDS(:

I miss my great friends><.

2009-06-29T13:51:00.008+08:00

Going out with cheng later on..very tired and lazyXP

The internet today is worst than last week!! more laggy sia-.-

Finish my worksheet le^^ hahas..yeah can see cheng liao!!

well..elearning sux but HOLIDAY ROXX^^

MISS EVERYBODY):

byes(:

2009-06-28T18:44:00.003+08:00

Opppps...sorry tooo tired+lazy and nothing to blogXP

Well..was actually having wars for friends for sale game in facebook!XP hahas..me and cheng bullied jia hui! lol..

Have been staying at home for these few daysXP
but i enjoy it^^

Hope that my life remain as happy as now forever!(:
LOVE HOLIDAYS!^^

To somebodyXP:
mmm..thanks for always pei-ing beside me and concerning me every mins (:
you are great!XP

THANKS (:

BTW HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOLEEN(:
stay happy and young! i misss you lots and lots):
Hope to see u sooooooooooon^^

You are loved by Chen Chen(:

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
Anyways can you childish and immature stop ur stupid actions?
OMG..i cant be bothered by you guys-.-

Bye peoples! will update when i am freeeeeeXP

2009-06-25T12:09:00.010+08:00

Hellos hellos^^

Yeah i will be having 7 days of "holidays"(: due to H1N1, because got quite alot of my school people get infected by it..quarantine now(:

Wednesday:

Today is enterprise, my facilitator never today..i think it is somethings important happening which need here to be present ba thats why she never come. The class is like zoo today, very slack and noisy..

They keep joke and say funny and stupid things, the worst is that the faci even jjoke back with usXP hahas..thats why i say noisy><. hahas..but not bad it makes my day better(:

But during the presentation it is very scary, the facilitator like change to another person sia..very strict and fierce): he bombed my group with QUESTIONssssssssssssssss..I bet i scored badly today liaoXP

The RJ, quiz is freaking hard><>

hahas..

Sleep at about 2am><>

Thursday!

Today stay at home^^ but i wake up at about 8.30am in case..hahas..so tired now..

Finish my worksheet le^^..today is science module, about friction and accerleration?? lol..and i saw this on my didi's notes( don't know got copyright ma..lol):

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, and then answer the questions. Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them. After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same.

1. Tan Yong Hao

2. Tristen Ng Tze Wei

3. Sherlyn Koh

4. Moses Ho

5. Kua Chen Chen

6.Lim Shu Liang

7. Ong Yong Jia

8. Andy Loke

9. Suven Sim
10.Avester Lau Seng Teck

11. So Man Shan

12. Francis Gideon Neo En

13. Yip Hao Yang

14. Reuben Su

15. Fabian Tan Yang Lin

16. Tay Guo Qiang

17. Joshua Chan Xiang Rong

18. Kan Ren Jie

19. Leong Ying

20. Michael Lim

21. Ong Zhi Cong

^^I actually had trouble coming up with that list. O_O*

How did you meet 7(Yong Jia)?

some super pro scouty junior from TK! Jumped in at sec 2 when I was sec 4.

What would you do if you never met 15(Fabian)?

He puts a smile :D on people's faces (:

What would you do if 2 (Tristen) and 3 (Sheryln) dated?

I think they would go well with each other! One's smart, while the other gives off a smart aura, One's serious while the other's so fun loving :p but isnt the guy supposed to be 2 yrs older than the gal, instead of the other way around?!

Have you ever seen 17(Joshua) cry?
Yeah... right before my Social Studies prelim 2... Hope you're coping well with them dear!

Would 4 (Moses) and 20 (Michael) make a good couple?
NO. I dont think either are ghey!

Do you want to be 13(Hao Yang)'s friend forever?

YES :)

Do you think 11(Man Shan) is attractive?

Yup! And i love her facebook display pic! gotta try it next time.

What’s 5(Chen Chen)’s favorite color?

PURPLE~ said so on your blog address, jie!

When was the last time you talked to 9 (Suven)?

uhm... on facebook. In real life is probably waving like mad while passing each other on a random June holiday extra-lectures day in MJ! Think i met her at the study benches.

What language does 8(Andy) speak?

INGLUSH or Googlegook!

Who is 13 (Hao Yang) going out with?

probably some gal from RGS PSB bah! he's good with the zabors (:

What grade is 16 (Guo Qiang) in?

A1 grade. oops I mean Sec4 (:

Would you ever date 17(Joshua)?

Haha if i'm yaoi maybe!

Where does 18(Ren Jie) live?

HOHO I've been to his hse! Just follow the sheer shironess of it all and you'll find it. But to see the house you have to first put a banana in your ear and sing the national anthem backwards while hopping on one foot! Also you have to come in the middle of the night and bring 2 long overdue Sims 2 games to return :D

What is the best thing about 4 (Moses)?

He's fierce, fresh, FANTABULOUS and ferocious! :)

What would you like to tell 10 (Avester) right now?

HOW THE HECK DID YOU GET SUCH GHEY SCORES ON VIWAWA.

What is the best thing about 20 (Michael)?

Conversations with him are always very interesting :)

Have you ever kissed 2 (Tristen)?

Nope. Haha :D i only hug ppl :) but i haven hugged him D: when you free ah?

What’s the best memory you have of 5 (Chen Chen)?

stawacking wif my dear jie for abt 20+ matches straight! sorrie jie, didnt let you win D:

When’s the next time you’re going to see 4 (Moses)?

SOON I HOPE! *hint hint* i wanna watch this movie called Coraline! but its only coming out in sept! how abt sept hols then?

How is 7 (Yong Jia) different from 6 (Shu Liang)?

Do you want a thesis paper...!

What was your first impression of 15 (Fabian)?

Fits way into the hip and cool crowd, totally inseparable from fellow Baden patrol mate James!

How did you meet 3 (Sheryln)?

First I would lie to begin by defining a few terms. By "meet" we mean... and we assume that Sheryln exists... however according to Descartes...HAHA KI class of J1 2009!

Is 15 (Fabian) your best friend?

very good friend (: I have no best at the moment!

Do you hate 12 (Francis)?

Hummmm. I know 2 Francis-es and i hate one of them. <--- Thats bloody honest.

Have you seen 18 (Ren Jie) in the last month?

Last Thursday cycling during June non residential camp! and this sat cause we're going to your jie's carnivalll :D

When was the last time you saw 16 (Guo Qiang)?

Long ago. D:

Have you been to 5 (Chen Chen)’s house?

OMG we haven seen each other in real life yet!

When’s the next time you’ll see 10 (Avester)?

Probably not any time soon...

Are you close to 11 (Man Shan)?

Kind of... (:

Have you been to the movies with 4 (Moses)?

HOHO. lets try to recall all ah... missed out any pls help fill in okay? uhm... wild child... bride wars... gad im so sorry i cant rmb anything else D:

Have you gotten in trouble with 8 (Andy)?

HAHA your pe shirt! :D

Would you give 19 (Leong Ying) a hug?

whenever you need one, dear :)

When have you lied to 3 (Sheryln)?

never had a need to :P

Is 11 (Man Shan) good at socializing?

YES DEFINITELY!

Do you know a secret about 8 (Andy)?

nah do i look like a gossip magazine to ya?!

Describe the relationship between 12 (Francis) and 18 (Ren Jie)?

let them answer this themselves! comment!

What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9 (Suven)?

we make each other smile (: im sure if i have a problem i can always talk to you right? =D

What’s the worst thing about 6 (Shu Liang)?
hummm his attitude towards stuff changes depending on whoever he's with!

Have you ever had a crush on 12 (Francis)?

NOOOOOOOO! =D

How long have you known 2 (Tristen)?

1.5 years and counting!

Have you ever been in a fight with 13 (Hao Yang)?

its IMPOSSIBLE to fight with him.

Does 11 (Man Shan) have a bf/gf?

No idea o_o she looks like the sort who would concentrate on her As and keep relationships outta her life for the moment :)

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 (Yong Hao) in the face?

Haha never! but i rememeber giving him a very painful headbutt in the chest when we're still p6... sorrie bout that dude =w=!

Has 21 (Zhi Cong) met your mother?

I dont think so! But i've seen his (:

How did you meet 14 (Reuben)?

OUR DEAR UNDERRATED MONITOR OF VS 1J 05 and 2J 06! Its something special that brought us back together after 2 years (:

Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3 (Sheryln)?Have i o_o no idea! Love squeezing your squeaky hamburger though! :D

Do you live close to 7 (Yong Jia)?

we take the same 55 bus... should be close!

What's 8 (Andy)'s favourite food?

Im gonna take a wild potshot... im thinking Japanese food?

What kind of car does 1 (Yong Hao) have?

Hot Wheels! Assault buggies or Transformer/Gundam(freedom i think) if he has his way! xD

Have you traveled anywhere with 9 (Suven)?

yeah life is one long journey 16 years in the making!

If you gave 14 (Reuben) $100, what would he/she spend it on?

1st thought : OH... MY... GAWD!2nd thought: Dance or cooking lessons?!

Didi very sweet hor put me number 5! LOL..hahahs..

and OMG i just realised i have to take back 21 ppl-.-

can i dun>< hahahas..because later my sisters though i biased and i can't write my ex name down-.- later people know who): hahahahs...

hahahs..well soo pretend i didn't see itXP lol..or maybe one day when i am too boring i will do it(:

But actually i recently then know this cute didi de..hahhas..

anyway thanks didi for putting me number 5..unexpected^^

bye people and hope that the WORDS didn't bored youXP

2009-06-23T21:47:00.004+08:00

OMG..i didn't know that you love my blog so much and love to tag so much..

Sad that you have no life and so old liao still being so immature..waste you parents money sia):

No matter what you say it won't make any effect on me de, and she is my good buddy so don't insult her..Anyway, it is illegal to do that too. Shame on you that you didn't know:O

thats all of my good advice to u(:

2009-06-23T21:11:00.003+08:00

hahas..suddenly remember this cute poster outside 4sincerity^^

hellos(:

Today have communication..Charmaine, Nazihah,Elise, Fan Ying, Lewis and me were in the same group..the 5girls and 1 guy group, first time so many peopleXP

Well, Nazihah, Lewis and ME run around the school to interview people for the problem statement>< But sadly, only a few result was used.

After finishing the interview, the 3 of us was still assign to finish the problem statement-.- No time for us to breath): no choice, as time is running out~

Erm..the facilitator comment that it is a detail presentation, quite unexpected...............................

Actually got a bit fed up, angry,sad with the group........haiz..never mind...it's over anyway, just hope that tomorrow and next lesson would be better^^

I enjoy the freedom i had now,
but i miss you more):

2009-06-22T20:46:00.005+08:00

hellos...3days never blog again><.

Saturday: I went out with my buddy(Jun Yan) to Tampanies 1 today(: Shop and walk alot today, very tired but have lots of fun^^ She bought a frog which is similiar to my mian bao chao ren^^ super cute!! hahas..

this is the cute frog i mention^^

i force her to take pic with me..hehehs..so that i can post on blog(:

We leave at 9pm plus?? oppps..forget><. hahahs..but quite late la because father keep call meXP

Sunday:
Well..i did nothing for today..watch tv, slack and eat..hahahs..thats why mummy say i am getting fatter>< kk..it's time for me to eat lesser and more healthy foods..hehehs..

Monday:
Today have cognitive....... ........it is very hard, i nearly lost):

Bet i got a C for today!

OMG..the quiz is freaking hard-.- seeeeeeeeee~
Situation 1: John observed that Bus 95 arrives at the bus stop number 16C at 7.00am on a certain day.

Situation 2: John observed that the bus 95 arrives at the bus stop number 16C between 6.50am and 7.10am for the month of April.

Which situation would you consider as proving that the “bus 95 arrives at stop number 16C at 7.00am”. Justify your response.

Errrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr....so chim><

Never mind at least i finish my RJ, quiz and evaluation liao^^

BTW i heard there are 2 people in RP get infected by the H1N1-.-
Yet i am still having classes as normal!! they wanted to get all of us killed):
Worried it will spread but not worried i will die because of it(:

Words for you:
我从来没有对你承诺过什么，
但我说过我会用我的一生来爱你。

现在才发现原来我早已经变成你的傀儡，
但我不后悔也还深爱着你。

well..i don't know you still read my blog or not..if you did i wish you all the best(:

bye peoples(: and hope i will not be infected by the H1N1>< hahahs..(:

2009-06-19T21:20:00.003+08:00

hellos..today have maths subjects..

have a stupid and tired day):

Tomorrow going out with my buddy^^ and just finish my RJ..hahas..

Bye people..i am not posting much because too tired and late liao(:

2009-06-18T20:38:00.003+08:00

Hellos people(:

Well..have been very tired these few days>< but quite good mood(: hahas..erm..so i should actually thank you(:

Today have science lesson..OMG..science always seems so hard for me-.- i manage to understand but not really do the worksheet><. hahas..

Took pics again..hahas..

hahas..have fun these few days(:

MY group today not bad, it hink our presentation is a success but all credits for FAN YING!

because she did de whole ppt herself-.- i only help to edit and add in 1 slide><

thanks to her(:

*clap clap clap*

BTW todays RJ is not very hard but nothing much to write><>

kk..i should go bath now and today can sleep early^^

Gdn people(:

2009-06-17T22:46:00.004+08:00

Hellos people..today have Enterprise skills lesson><>

Oh ya..i really LOVE my cognitive facilitator..hahhas..thanks thanks(:

BTW do you know that it is a crime to spam people blog? oh my..i didn't know you don't have a brain..pathetic you): oh ya..thanks for prasing me and Jun Yan^^ well..see i know u like alot so i post 1 more of ourpic for you again!

I am so good and sweet right? i know i know..hahas..no need thank me(:

hahas..todays cognitive test abit harder than the first 1..reach home late today):

very tired now..so bye peoples(:

2009-06-16T18:53:00.005+08:00

Well..i can't take care of you anymore le, so take good care of urself(:

HEllOsss..try this first:

Don't read the words --just say the colors they're printed in, and do this aloud as fast as you can.

red

yellow

green

blue

red

blue

yellow

green

blue

red

hahas..cooool right?? LOL..

Quite funny ma..hahahas..

okok..today lesson is communication practice..not bad ba..a lot of people pon school today thats why 8 of my classmate are absent. Well at first only me and Nazihah-.-

Then facilitator put us in another group *phews* if not I don't know what we are going to do-.- hahas..i end up join Farah's group(:

At first is not very good, because i realised i can speak much. But after that we can communicate better abit le(:

Btw playing webcam with Jun Yan, then Rp internet got prob again..it keep lag..took some funny pictures..hahas><.

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

OMG..i look freaking funny la..it hang and look like this for 3 or 4 mins-.-

This 1 also hang-.- hahas..hai me can't stop laughing la, i look super funny><.

Went home early today..going to do RJ le..Tomorrow still got re-test of Cognitive UT):

Going to study later ba..hahas..

Bye peoples~(:

2009-06-15T19:59:00.008+08:00

hellos(:

Trying to do my RJ now..very distracted..LOL..ahhhhhhhhhhh don't know which question to do, so tired and sleepy today):

Today should be a normal day for me, but you made me so angry><>

Spoil my study mood sia, you don't need study i need leh..********************** hahahas..

Well, you hai me no appetite again-.-" haiz..ok tomorrow will be better(:

Today's cognitive is easy..but.. .. ..never mind i did my best anyway.i helped out lots and did a few ppt slides(: proud of myself(: BUT i believe i am not going to get an A for today... ..becos of .. .. .. ..hypocrite?

Never mind..used to it liao-.-

Don't worry i am not even think of you today, how would i bother to talk to you?-.-" You think you really that great? NOPE.maybe yes to me in my eyes(in past) but not anymore..I finally sort out le..THANKS EVERYBODY(:

Special thanks for those who have gave me so many advice and listen to my rubbish><

Especially my DEAR Annis, Annas, YuHan, MADELEINE!, JunYan, Cheng and Xiang(:

Oh ya, today RP internet very sux sia..made me can't use MSN and internet-.-" Then my classmate says the system also still in holiday..hahhas..

Went to eat with Jun yan after school, and took MRT home with cheng(: We tried the new orange line, cheng was very excited and kept say: "OMG..soo fast sia!" hahhas..

She soo cute right?XP

hahas..kk..RJ time(:

Byes~

MOOD: average~ don't you dare to spoil my mood again!!-.-

hey

2009-06-14T19:39:00.012+08:00

Hellosssssssss..OMG i so long never blog le..lol..very busy during this holiday><. Monday (8/6): Went to mushroom farm! MUSHROOMsssss!!
There are 2 types of mushroom we visit(:
They look cute hor? lol..

Different in size,look and grow differently~

Very cold, dark and smelly inside><. Went mushroom farm with Jun yan..was a bit late today..hehes..btw the trip is organised by RP, can earn me CE points(: hehes..

Bought mushroom and mushroom muffins!! Its organic and nice^^ OMG, after going the trip i realised the are mushroom bao, muffins, ba qua, floss and many others!! Woots..so special sia..lol..

AFter that went causeway point with JUn Yan. Intend to watch UP but it is postpone):
Then we watch MONSTERS VS ALIEN instead-.-

OMG, it is freaking stupid and idiot><.

MOOD: slight sad but stupid movie made me feel idiot..lol..

Tuesday (9/6):

Today got newater trip( school organised de)

Jun Yan, Eunice lim( cheng ps), Yiling, Glynis(madeleine ps) went together..hahas..

Have fun with them but not the trip(quite borring><)

OMG..i saw this at the hall there..

Well..the design change and improve for the past until now(:

Free water given to all of us,limited edition-.-

The things inside, small but nicely built.

hehes..anyhow take de picsXP

Yiling and Eunice lim(:

The pic of it.

hahas..i sitting in a "raft"..

The 3 of us^^

hahas...after that went causeway point eat pizza hut with Jun Yan and Glynis..i bought the spicy 1-.- end up mouth went red and can spirt fire..lol..serve me right, who call me go order spicy bake rice><>

MOOD: great becos friends are beside me, but still miss u..

Wednesday (10/6):

OH, went out with xiang xiang today(: miss her lots..hahas..glad that she and JX is ok and back to normal again(: all the best wishes for u 2(:

Meet her at hougang mall, i was late because i forget to bring my wallet-.- no choice..i went home to get it><><.

We went to bugis then walk to orchard and go the cathay there ate ASTON..OMG..it is freaking nice, somemore not very ex^^ going to eat again soon!!!!!

The cathay(:

taking pics in toliets..lol..

we are zilian QUEEN(:

took in bus~

Have fun with her, thanks too(:

MOOD: erm..still sad wor..):

Thursday (11/6):

Went out with annis annas today!!^^ yippess..finally get to see them le..OMG feel like crying>< hahas..they look so cute right??Annas went off early because she got project(SAD) haiz..but lucky still got my dear Annis pei me(: Both of us went k-garden..lol sing for 6 hrs!! hahas..thanks(:

MOOD: still sadT.T

Friday (12/6):

Slack whole day, then went to meet Jun Yan to pass her CD..Then she PS me T.T hahas..nvm..i ownself shop in AMK hub and bought a sandals(:

MOOD: sux totally-.-

Saturday (13/6):

Went out with Madeleine, Annis, Annas and Wanling (Yuhan PS)

Meet at tampanies at about 12pm and eat together..(:

Saw this cute mian bao chao ren!! hahas..4 for $10><><.

Taking bus to bugis(:

hahas..see annis behind sleeping!! SO CUTE LOL..

Went to ice monster eat^^ super niceXP

Bought 1 strawberry , durian+ mango 1^^

BEFORE!

AFTER.lol..Me and Annas(:

hahas..tuo tuo take when annis is sleeping! LOL.

ME & MAD(:

me and MAD(funny faces)

hahas..Annas got de innocent look here!

They cut mii off T.T

Annis and mad(:

MOOD: BAD but better!

Sunday (14/6):

Having bad appetite for these few days): cause me to have stomache now..haiz..well after today night maybe cry i want to forget u!! i want stop myself so miserable and usless):

MOOD: ANGRY!

byes people(: tml got school haiz..time flies~

2009-06-06T21:37:00.004+08:00

Picture zilian at cheng's hse><..hahas..don't laugh at me!XP

hellosss(:

Sorry for the late post..XP

Friday:

Actually intend to wake up at 10am so can meet Eunice lim on time, but i am too tired and lazy to pull myself out of my cozy bed..hehes..end up 10.50am then wake up><>

I meet her at H.I.H.S opposite bus stop to go cheng house together because she never go before..hahas..OMG she look very very mature><>

OK..we reach quite late at cheng hse..somemore we have to help her choose her clothings, put make up for cheng and myself and her fake eyelashes keep dropping..So we were late for our JCIG meeting.

Jun Yan waited for us in the meeting already, we late for about 20 mins plus><>

Nevermind...

ok..after that we went to mark attendence and cheng's fake eyelashes dropping+ Jun Yan haven't put makeup so we went toilet for quite long..After that went to HELEN to buy a hairclip(cheng) because we see no difference in her and she still don't really look 18..LOL..

i took a pic of Eunice(sss) hahas..seeee!! cheng still don't look 18 right??><

Jun Yan & me(: inside the MRT~

Then the 4 of us took mrt to bugis and meet the guys..OMG my M.E took the same train with us..hahas..so coincidient right?!? haahas..then we met in mrt and go bugis together(:

We were very nervous when going to buy the tickets, all of us though we can't get in le..hahas..BUT WE MANAGE!!(: thanks to Jia Hui & Wei Ming is they went to buy de..hahas..

But when going in to the cinema,the person went and check our IC, he was like "ehhh..you all 17 only wor this is a M18 show" hahas..shhhhhhhh..the movie is blood the last vampire.

Ok, the movie is very bloody and a bit scary..lol..i realized that i tend to laugh or giggle when i am nervous and scared..><>

They said the storyline not very nice, but i think not bad la..hahas..But it's quite ex-.- Each tickets cost $9.50!!!!!!! Broke le T.T hahas..

Cheng & me(:

Eunice lim & me(:

After that we went to eat and i requested to take pics together(:

IN THE PICS:

There were Eunice(ss), M.E, Jun Yan, Mingteck(at the back in blue emo-in), Jia Hui, Kwen boon, Wei Ming(he look more mature now), Shao Quan(still very childish-.-) And ME!!

Jia Hui keep zi xiao Eunice lim..hahahs..seee~

And Ming teck! don't emo le la><..

M.E..OMG she like the da jie da here..hahas..Miss you guys(:

Took Bus 80 with M.E-.- OMG i don't want to take bus 80 anymore le!!!><..haiyo..this time roung though i can control my tears better abit as it is rolling inside of my eyes><..But i realized something important..i am sorry):

Saturday:

ok..today slack at home.only watch tv+eat whole day): getting fatter and fatter><><>

Tommorrow going whitesand helen help out, and helping eunice lim buy her hairband..hahas..i remember don't worryXP

kk..i better go watch a few more espisode of blood+ anime before i sleep because it seems nice^^ thanks for cheng reccomendation(:

Bye peoples~

2009-06-05T01:11:00.004+08:00

Hellosss!! well..nothing much to blog today..

Stayed at home and watch tv+ slacked whole day..hahas..

Found clothes which make me look more like 18++ so i can go for the movie tomorrow^^

Well..ok?? hahas..i have choose 3 and this is the best my friendsss think(:

I believe their taste..hehes..

After hearing Eliz introduce me the song "nobody" i am like addicted to it!! LOL..

My msg ring tone i change to the song now(Eliz sent me 1) hahhaahahs..

Me and Jun yan play the webcam..pictures of it..hehes..

You see ah..both of our hands are in the picture right?? Guess how i take this pic!!

LOL..something very funny!! shhhhhhhhhhh..

I better go sleep now because tommorrow got JCIG, watching movie with cheng they all too..

hahas..GDN peoplesss(:

yooooooooooooooooooooos

2009-06-03T23:31:00.009+08:00

HEllosss!!

Sorry have been very busy and tired these few days so did not blogXP
hahas..But i have lots of pics for you so don't worry(:

MOnday:

I went to Helen's Dinner.I was actually quite shocked that part-timer also get invited to go..hehes..Great right??(:

I wore my prom dress because i have no idea what to wear><.

PLACE: This is the place we went to eat..ok la the food so-so..

WINE & DESERTS: I drank 3 sips of red wine,and the dessert is not bad(:

PICS: We took a lot of pictures BUT i accidentally deleted a lot!!!): don't worry there is still alot with Veron,i will take from her and post it next time(:

ANN: ok..she is the 1 who keep self-proclaim that i am her daughter-in-law-.-

We took uncle lorry to Singapore flyers-.- It is very dark n scary><.

After that we went to Singapore flyers!!

TICKETS(lol)

Beautiful scene!!

Oh ya! My boss and his wife(:

It is my first time but not scary la..though i am afraid of heights i am not scared at all(: Becos I can even jump or run around! hahas..

Tuesday:

Erm..I slack at home and rest. Because tommorrow got flag day le need to have a good rest.. hahas..NO PIC><.

Wednesday!!

Today have flag day, meet Jun yan at mrt..Surprisingly I am early by 10mins, because i leave home late 10 mins that i expected and i though i will be late..

Well i waited for her at Dhoby Ghuat then.She was late by 5mins!! hehes..

We keep chat and chat then miss our stop-.- hahas..we went to lavender mrt to report at Jalan Besar CC. We manage to reach in timeXP

There got alot of students but i can see any of RP students..Then finally a girl went and ask me, She is Elizabeth(: MY new great friend^^

Our assigned venue is tanjong pagar-.- WTH..i never knew a shopping centre exist there..lol..hahas..SO wulu la the place-.-"

OMG..i am so afraid that i will appear in tv><>

BEING kind and stupid i actually went up and offer help-.-"

I am soo scared that i will appear in tv or what-.- somemore i wear RP t-shirt><.

Nevermind T.T

We went back early to report..hehes..because we think that our container is quite heavy and satisfied le(:

Took a lot of pictures together: Funny pictures! Anyway, thanks Eliz and Jun Yan(:

After that Jun Yan and me went to Cheng's hse to pei her.. We are very headache about the m18 movie><><.

Well,quite regret to take bus 80 to go home. Because it reminds me of what we did in the bus and see the paths i everytime walk to your house..Make my tears rolling down): okok..i shall not emo..hahas..

Byes people(:

back!

2009-05-31T21:46:00.005+08:00

picture taken before going for camp(:

hellos everybody!! i have came back from my helicon camp^^ wow..i love the camp a lots, because all the people there are great(: but i don't really like how its organiseXP hahas..

saturday:

I reach at about 9.30am because Daddy very good, he drove me to school^^

We actually supposed to meet at 9.45am because we have to assemble at E3 there..the four of us, both Eunice(lim & cheng), Jun Yan and me(: SOMEBODY reach at 10.06am and we are lateXP hahahas..u guess urself who is the one who late><. hahahas..

We played (not fun) games and running at the small space together-.- its kind of stupid but very funny..hahahs..BUT the sad thing is that after our lunch, they separated us): we were splited into different types of group..OMG i was damn nevous that time><.

Well..my group actually have 11 of us..after forming the group we went to play a challenge game which is something like amazing race..running around the school like mad..MY group is the most enthru 1^^ hahas..they were great(:

I am quite fed up with the school because many of ur are nearly trap in the scary lift-.-" due to the system..we can't use stairs too if not will get trap inside too-.- then for the lift we need the organiser pass to go up><. haiz.so cham..

Somemore we have to norminate somebody in our IG to represent us in helicon... .. wth la we like haven't even get to know or even talk to each other yet..who we can norminate?-.-" nvm..then the 3 guys was norminated..erm to be frank we are quite dissapointed with the norminee..

The 8 of us start to talk about it and somebody just wrote down and give it to our IG chairman..after that we went to play the 007 game..lol..new game i learnt..hahas..then we suddenly played true or dare..then we have to do dare first-.- de last roound the pen is like pointing directly at mii><>

But then they are quite concern about it so we actually discuss about it..so they forget about de dare thingy..hahas..lol..*phew* if not i don't know what they will ask me to do-.-

End up we 2.30plus AM then sleep>< hahas.

Sunday:

i wake up at 7plus AM, they person actually told us 8am wake up and 9am assemble..i wanted to o back to sleep but everybody have wake up-.- Well..time flies..it is de last day..hahas..my breakfast is half up of maggi mee and pocky(bought from 7-11) hahas..i share de cup noodles with Jun Yan..

So after that we actually can eat the breakfast they provide, which is white bread,uncooked baked beans and cheese..-.-" OMG i hate baked beans><>

I think this camp is great with people like my groupmates, if the people there also sux i think i will just carry my bag and walk home><>

After that we went home to causeway point at about 11pm plus..went for the aircon and shopping(: hahas..Jun Yan and me are physo by a salesgirl and bought the sleeping mask at $25.50(after discount)..but it is like not bad so i think is worth it ba..hahas..

Then i take 161 with eunice lim because cheng got something on and went first. Jun Yan got her daddy drive her home>< hahas..

While on the bus, something very ridiculous thing happen to me..well very shock and scare meT.T hahas..And Eunice lim is so evil to laugh at me..hahahs..i shall not say about it anymore..
its a secret(:

I think i really want to watch this:

It seems to be very cute and nice^^ hehes..intend to watch with Jun Yan on wednesday^^ weeeeeee~ but i think i will be broke very soon><>

I think I shall go back sleep again..very tired..the nap is not enouh for me..

yeah! FInally tomorrow is MONDAY!!^^ ver excited! will tell you about it on tomorrow post(:

Byes people(: HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

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2009-05-29T21:27:00.005+08:00

(this is actually a couple keychain bear><.

Hellos(: TML I GOING FOR CAMP LE^^ hehes..so excited(:

Well..today did not really have a good day, change group members for maths module-.-" wth la.. ..i prefer last week grouping): haiz... never mind.. anyway i today have been with a bunch of evil and mean idiots..hahas..they very funny..no offenceXP

The maths today is meant to be easy but..... .......i did badly for it-.-" i know what to do and understand it but wthT.T haiz..............................i bet i got D-.- ok i shall not say about it anymore><.

Just finish my RJ and doing evaluation now..OMG i don't know what to write for my RJ sia..wrote rubbish and craps><>

I CAN'T WAIT FOR MONDAY^^

yeah yeah!! BTW i heard that the cognitive UT is going to re-take..wth la><>

Today science UT is like ....................not very hard to other people but i never study thats why it is hard for me!!!

OMG..i think i going to fail my maths and science UT..i actually prefered other module because the answers is not MCQ..then might not get it wrong easily><. hahas..

Feeling sick and very tired these few days): finally friday le and 2 weeks of holiday !! weeeeeeeeeee~ hahas..speaking of holiday cured my tired and sickness><.

Well for those who haven't take their exam don't sad..hahas..holidays will come sooooon for you><.

kk..i better go bath and pack my bag le..byesss~

Anyway the camp is only 2days 1 night..so will blog on sunday about what happen in the camp.

Will missss everybody!! hahas..byes!!(:

well well

2009-05-28T21:21:00.010+08:00

Sorry that i have no time to post due to the Understanding Test-.-" haizz..

Well..i heard that my blog is very emo and sad><. I am sorry about it then..hahas..Becuse it desribe my feeling..Actually what i am facing is 100millions times of this): ohoh..nvm i shall not become again><.. haiz..

Thursday:

I had enterprise for today, change group le.. BUT so sad only 3 of us got go-.-" Charmine, kai Jie and me only..wth..Somemore we had alot need to cover, haiz..i still went to a talk somemore><.

I do not really think it is good compare to other group..I did not speak much due to..... As you see ah, Both Charmine and Kai Jie zai zai de-.-" of course i no stand to speak la and i also so quiet): i bet i got C again!!!!!

NVM..after that me and Jun Yan chiong to had up the forms for helicion camp>< *phews* lucky we make it sia..hahas..then we chiong to our own meetings..She meeting with her secondary classmate to takeher o'level cert..While i went to look for mummy at compass point..

Super tired..i feel so stupid to take 965..................... the journey super long..it took at least 40mins plus to reach my house nearby and 1 hour plus to reach compass ba>< .......*yawns* slept in bus..hahas..

Reach home at about 8 plus..actually daddy want to come meet me and mummy de but i have do RJ and quiz so i chiong back home first><.

Sad sia..then i quickly bath,do RJ and quiz after i reach home..Study a bit for communications practice UT too): end up slept at 12.30am plus!!-.-"

SERIOUSLY I AM LACK OF SLEEP><..

Friday:

Ok, does this picture make the blog not to be so emo already??(:(: hehes..went to loook for it..Today have communication UT, well it is not ver hard but i did not really finish it in time): And i think other people will score quite well for it, so i guess atmost i could only get a B?? hopefully><..

Today have science!!!! OMG..it is freaking hard><.

Hope today science will get at least a B?? haiz..haven't do the konoyaro RJ!!! No idea what to write): don't feel like studying for tml science UT too~ having bad headache and head feel so heavy):

当我回头时，我才发现你早就已经离开我了。

但是我还是必须自己勇敢的向前走完我的人生。。。

I will still continue to be strong, don't worry(:

Wish me good luck for my science UT><.

Bye peoples~(:

(credits:2 pictures is taken from google)

another pass..

2009-05-26T22:25:00.008+08:00

Picture take nearby RP and causeway point, sky scene(:

Today lesson is communications practice..mm..definitely better than last weeks one(: Rhoma is the leader and i am the scribe-.-

Problem statement is 'How does it look?' .. ..hahas..it is about advertisement..I learn alot sia><

It is quite rush today..my group happen to be the first group to represent-.- wth..we have not finish so we drag and drag..End up facilitator was damn pissed off and angry..she even scold and shouted in the class..

I admit it is our fault but my group member(Elise) and me went for talk so not enough time><.

BTW i am quite worried about Vilashini, she did not come for lessons for very long..If not wrong she did not attend any of the Understanding test yet..OMG..i am worried about her don't know what happen, hope she is alright and things went smoothly for her..

Finally my slides did not recieve any bad comment^^ weeeee~ Instead facilitator said it is good effort and nice(: Anyways credits to my group too, if they did not help out the outcomes would not be good(: But at most i think i could only get a B..because i did not participate much in the class as i am busy doing the worksheets questions..

Anyways today's maths understanding test is like zzzzzzzzzzzz..><.

Because all the things it came out happens to be the parts i forget about-.-" I don't like to use UT.client 4.0 to do the test..it is very very lag-.- make me more stress up..i scare i fail today's test sia):

My cognitive facilitator had help some of my classmate and me to apply for the english program thingy^^ i want to improve my poor english!! Though it might be tiring but i won't give up de(:

Anyways i took a picture of the path which i need to walk to RP and interchange..OMG filled wil rubbish again-.- haiz..Anything also can find from the path..lol..disgrace):

Just now when walking home with yuan zhen got rain abit, but we lazy to take umbrellas..hope later on i won't have headaches><

I realised only being alone or when i am sad i can't control my mind..hahas..great(: Now i know how to overcome it le(:

Erm..cheng don't worry la i am fine..not that i dont want to tell u, is i don't feel like keep talking about it..it reminds me more and make me sadder): hope you understand(:

Don't worry, i am still going strong(:

Haiz..time flies~ is it good or bad?? When good thing is happening time just tend to pass fast right?): happy time don't last but at least it stays in our memories(: erm..am i lying to myself again?-.- haiz.. ..

Just finish my quiz and RJ^^ time to sleep..super tired~

GDN peoples~ TML WILL BE BETTER(:

2009-05-25T23:34:00.004+08:00

This is today's mindmap..facilitator don't want us do powerpoint and do this instead..yeah..it roxxx..lol..easier too do..hehehs..writen by kraven, points by the group and credits by internet and our knowledge(:

I kind of like this..not bad right?(:

Hope we can do more mindmaps^^ (easier ma) lols... ..

haiz..omg i so blur i forget about the camp forms again..later i cant go for the helicon camp><
Nooooooooooooooo... .. . . . .

Tomorrow have maths understanding test): studying now..i realised i forget about maths even the basic sia-.- end up i went to ask people..hahhas..so cham>< i ask about the convert of km/h to m/s-.-" i know this is stupid but i really forgotXP

Anyways I lied to myself today(again)..haiz.. ..so terrible......Never mind..at least i seems to be stronger right?(: hahas.. Sorry guys i have mood swings now, so hope you wont be offended by meXP And don't need to worry about me, i will be strong and fine~

Time to read all the 6Pssss... ... ..so tired><

Tomorrow is communication practice, hope will be better than last fcuking week):

Bye peoples(: sleep early!

2009-05-24T19:24:00.005+08:00

Tommorrow having UT(understanding test)..But i feel so usless, can't control my emotions and make myself to study..

i can't cry, mummy is at home.. ..i must be strong and forget you..got the urge to talk to you but i knew i can't..it's time already..time to forget and it's over..

i keep making myself to face the facts but my tears just don't listen to me..i believe since past until now my tears could have already flooded you..ya i am a crybaby..your crybaby..but not now anymore..

Today actually intend to go out but i don't have the mood at all..no energy..whyis this happening to me? how am i going to study?? my mind is totally blank..only got you..

But i remember i told myself after today i am not going to think about you..can i really do that?? after yesterday night until now, i start to have doubts about it..singing songs, dancing crazy and making myself busy doesn't works anymore..

Well..this would be my last post about you..i had delete your number,pics,messages but all these still remain in my heart deeply..is not as easy you said to forget or even hate you..

You told me before you would not leave me, but you still did it..

My life in RP sux already and yet you leave me when i need you the most):

i took some random pic of the sky:
The skies look same everyday but everyday happen diferent things..One year ago you coloured my life,one year later you leave me alone and it seems soo black now..

I wish you all the best and hopefully i can make myself study for the testsss..bye peoples~

2009-05-24T02:53:00.005+08:00

haiz..finally what i am afraid of happen.. though it is expected but i still can't bring myself to accept it..why why why?? This really seems to be a bad year for me): all so screw up>< haiz..

If i can invented something, it would definetly be a time machine..i want to go back to the past!! i want to change everything now..I would learn to treasure you more and study well for my o'levels..

Why it had to be ended up like that?? didn't i tried my best to avoid it already? haiz..you so cruel..at first is you de one who wanted to start and force me to make a choice..NOW you leave me alone and force me to live without you.

I hope i could just tell you, "no i am not going to let you leave me.." but how could i do that?? i don't want to be a selfish, rritating person who keep forcing you to do what you don't want.. I had tons of words want to tell you but its too late and i promised you i would not bother you again..

Actually i had been waiting for today..to face the truth.. Truth hurts but i still have to accept it alone..today is actually meant to be a happy day but it wasn't..instead it hurts me more..i have sorts out and know this is the correct choices..

I found out that all those you told me is just a lie..you don't love me..right?

But i still can stop myself miss-ing you.. ok..i actually told myself i would forget and stop thinking about you after today.. ..so this would be my last post about you..you will always be the great dear i love and i will be proud of you..loves always~

hopefully i will be able to sleep tonight with the swollen panda eyes><

yooo

2009-05-23T11:33:00.006+08:00

hellos peopless..sorry ah recently very tired and no time to blog><

erm..sry ah it would be a long post because i post things happen on thursday until today(:

hope you have the patience to read..hahas..

haiz..ok thursday is science..indeed it is a better day(: finally.. ..

my group get to present first because we were able to communicate better and doing our very best in it^^ This day is science, we learnt about water molecules and the bonds of it..mmm..quite fun that day, but got a guy keep tease me-.- lucky Jun Yan save me EVERYTIME..lols..thanks buddy(:

oh here are some picture i took:

a cute tongue sticking out pics..lol

erm..Jun Yan too boring le so made this..lol..

All these is de equipment we use to made de models or the molecules..lol..very sian so play with it..hahahas..

WTH..the science faci 10 plus then assigned reflection journal-.- A lot of my classmate didn't even know about it!! somemore the next day got science understanding test-.- super angry..end up i too tired to study and dozed off at about 12am++ .. . . . ...

Friday:

I woke up at 6.30am for school-.- wth..only slept for 6 hour plus..this week really had no enough sleep..ehhhh who told me RP is easy and slack?? i wan kill u..lol..damn tired><

oh ya..today is maths learn about speed,time and blar blar blar..nearly can't finish in time..thanks to Firdaus we have the privileged to present last and chiong for the ppt><

They did a lot of the excel thing, i only help a bit bit because i still don't really know how to use it><

Anyway, Charmine suddenly apologise to me about the english bad remarks..don't worry girl..i am not angry or offended by you(: i never put these in my heart n forget about it le..becos i m really bad in english, i admit it(: though i am no idea why you cry but hope you are alright now(:

After lesson, Jun yan and me went to pay $5 for helicon camp thing..and saw this!!

OMG..damn big and scary la><>

Fan Ying also saw it because she accompany us(:

After that we went to a talk and after talk we go for JCIG meeting..soo busy right?? not even have a time for me to sit down and eat my food-.- so tired!!

Then we went home at about 6.30pm..

while walking to bus interchange i took some pics because it looks nice(:

BTW while taing pics i nearly step in to a hole-.- Lucky Jun Yan save me>< *phews* thanks buddy(: i so blur right?? hahas..

Today:

erm..took quite long ago le..but it represent our friendship right?(:

The minute i open my eyes today, i saw him in my mind>< is it because of my alarm ring tone?? haiz.. then i should change it): maybe miss him again ba.. .. ..

Finally finish my RJ^^ thanks to Jun Yan(: Hope you also finish in time>< hahas..

Anyway thanks buddy, u always had been there for me..i don't know whats wrong with me, i hope you forgive me..there is really some problems in me): i am sorry to be nasty to you, yesterday nearly quarrel><>Mummy finally come back^^ lunch time(: i go eat le..

byes people~

hi

2009-05-20T22:49:00.004+08:00

My secondary class photo^^ (don't go look for mii, i look damn uglyXP)
Miss you guys sia..friends forever(:
4 Sincerity ROXXX!^^

hellos(: today quite ok..better than yesterday^^ Today lesson is enterprise, group member still remain the same. Though my group got a lot of conflict and nearly not able to finish the powerpoint in time. We still have a lot of fun, espacially after UT. We chat a bit and get to know each other better(:

Today my group performence is not bad, but i think my own presentation not good. BTW i very confuse and puzzled that why everytime there seems to be have problem with my slides which i am presenting?-.- wtf.. ..nvm..

Hope that i won't get C for today, hahas..

OMG.. time flies tommorow are 'somebody' birthday..hahas..sorry now all of us got test and exam so no time go buy present or celebrate with you tommorow..hope you don't mind. We still love you k?(:

i haven bath wor>< kk..now go submit RJ and bath(: Thanks Jun yan too..

TML WILL BE BETTER(:

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2009-05-19T22:36:00.005+08:00

Apples is today problem statement-.-

i shall not eat apple anymore><

haiz..today i am quite sad but i finally know which are the reliable people i can make friends with..Glad to have you all by my side..great to know you(:

Hypocrites, criticism, craps are not welcome.shooossss~ thank you..Please do not laugh at my poor english..it is not a crime right?

To somebody: I know my english is bad, so what? As if ur chinese very good? you got A for english? If you are really good u won't be in this school hor!! Time to do some self reflections, karma will happen on you very soon if you do not change(: At least i make an effort and speak more in english, but sad to say that you are not even practicing your chinese.

You think only english important?? chinese is also important k! pathetic that you actually didn't know..NO OFFENCE..i am not saying anybody, just stating facts..anyway thanks Charmine for the comment, i will try to improve my english andi am not offended by you do not worry(: i am refering to somebody else(:

Please la next before laughing at somebody, use a mirror to see urself first..see are you fit to do that first..if not please do not..hahas..if not i do not know what will hapen to you..see i gave you warning le..at least i am better than you right?

Wow..congrats..you did it right?? i cry le,happy? feel so foolish today,i will be stronger so thanks(:

To my group member:

I am sorry about today, but everybody are just puttin efforts doing it..we are great..if you are not happy with me just tell me..don't make me guess and ask you, it will irritate you more right? seriously, i really don't know what's wrong..did i do anything wrong or make you unhappy? if i did i am sorry..

OK..i do not want to say about it anymore..tommorrow will be better(:

Goodnites~

All the best for your UT and mine too^^

heys

2009-05-18T22:59:00.007+08:00

HELLOsssss...(:

OMG..my internet is super lag now and verylate le. I haven't bath wor-.- so tired..I hope facilitator would mrk my quiz..T.T because i have some problems due to still not familiar to the system..haiz..wish me good luck..hahahs..

Anyway today have a great time with Jun yan and Fan Ying after school..hehes..chat alot and have fun(: She is great, just that her english not very good because she is from china.It's not her fault right? Please hor.. i hate hypocrites..shoooo~

I got C for enterprise and communications-.- wtf la..haiz..so fed up..i dun wan Cs le!!! i cant afford to get C anymore! somemore i haven't study for my UT..cham le><

Super suay and tired now..haiz..i should go sleep now immediately and sleep..to have my sweeeet dreams(:

It's time to forget about you right? i am still trying(: it just take time for me.. ..

I want to be the old me, i want to be happy like in the past,i want to learn to be independent without you, but i still miss you):

bye peoples(: love you~

yosss.

2009-05-17T20:16:00.004+08:00

helloss people(: today very tired sia, i set alarm clock at 5am then i lai chuang 5.20am then manage to drag myself out of bed><

End up to wait for another 161 i late for 5minsT.T haiz..Anyways today at the school there got made 3 new friends(: They were great and friendly of cos^^ hahahs..erm, we went to causeway point to eat together. Got JunYan(strawberry), Larysa(Papaya), Apple, Ee wern(Banana), Michelle and me(orange)..hehehes.hope i never spell wrong of any one of ur name><

We took a few pictures..let's see(:

From the left: me(: ,Jun yan(Strawberry), Ee wern(Banana),Apple and Larysa(^^)

nice ma?? hahahss...(i look super werid><)

wooootss..me and Jun yan zilian-inXP hhahas..(don't laugh ah)

I made larysa to take picture with me><>

Anyway, this suppose to be yesterday post but there is some problem with my blogger thingy and unable to login in-.-

I was actually blogging de, then laptop no battery and auto shut down-.- make me so fed up and angry..lucky it is saved*phew* lol..

Actually wanted to study for UT de,but i don't know how to study for congitive de><

I yesterday very boring and went to visit alot of peoples blog(some is my friend's friend's friends de) lol..too boring le..but it wake me up a big le..thanks ah..hahas..

I should not keep remind myself of you anymore><

Thank you all my dear friendssss(: bye bye..will blog about today at a later time~

weee~

2009-05-16T23:27:00.004+08:00

Helloss(: today went to cut hair with Daddy^^ Finally got time go cut my hair le..lol..OMG very short u know?? hahas..but don't seems to have much difference when u see infront ba..Don't know why i am not sad about it, everytime when i cut hair i will feel like crying or very sad and worried de..mm..maybe because of you ba..lol..

pic taken after cutting my hair..(zilian)..lol..don't laugh ah!!

erm..got see any difference?XP

Anyway today quite sian, stay at home the whole afternoon watching tv with Mummy. Waiting Daddy come home and bring me go cut hair..went to hougang mall to cut hair..never see any of my friends><>

I tomorrow going Innova JC for the community sports fesitival 2009 with Jun yan, not running but to earn CE points la.lol..BUT need to wake up at 5 am sia-.- because need to reach at 7am punctally..i remember you got tell me not to be late so i now rarely late le(: thanks(:

Anyway feel quite bad to disturb you, somemore you now soo busy.*SORRY* I shall not disturb you anymore..haiz..Sometimes i feel that i am quite foolish and naive, but still miss-ing you(:

Bye peoples(: hope you won't have a nightmares after seeing my pic..lol..

hahahas...

2009-05-16T01:03:00.008+08:00

Happy Birthday Verity^^

All the best ah(:

Love you always><>

Hope to see you soooon(:

(i look weird in the pic><>

Happy Birthday to kraven too(:

All the best wishes to you..

Hope you enjoy today..lol..

(omg..i look so sux in picXP)

ok..anyways sorry to blog late..lol XP

Happy Birthday to Edmund too..hope your jc will be smoothly for you(:
sjab sec 4 nco squad'08 roxxx!!!

i miss you guys):

Anyway today my class got quite a few got drunk when celebrating kraven birthday..hahahas..of course i never drink><>

oh god..i am quite tired now, can dozed off anytimeXP hahas..

ANYWAY..i made it!! i finally got an A for my conigtive..hahhas..quite unbelieveableXP

yeahhhh..*clap clap* lol..dun jealous ah only 1 A..i will work harder next week de(: i never let you and myself down horXP

Weeeeee~ today is friday le..finallyXP yeahhh..but next wednesday got UT leT.T poly is killing me... ... ...haiz..i have to bear with it for 2++ yearsss): hope itwill be better..(: i should also start studying for UT le..if not i sure fail de): better go sleep ba quite tired..

bye peoples~(:

haiz..

2009-05-14T21:56:00.005+08:00

I still remeber about it and keep it well, i won't forget about you de(:

Oppps..yesterday too tired and lazy to blogXP sry>< Sorry guys, i didn't mean to scold at you all. As you know i rarely angry, i am good at controlling my emotions. Well, for this time i admit that i just can't control my emtions. ok never mind i shall not talk about it anymore since i am fine alreadyXP

I should not say that i had a bad week, instead i should say i had a bad year-.- haiz..from the begaining of year i had been very "suay" and bad days. Though there are some great days but happy times just don't last): Is not i take things for granted or i did not treasure it, instead i should say i do not have anything to be happy about.. .. ..

TODAY:

BTW i had a werid dream for today-.-" Or rather i should place it in the category of "nightmares".. ..hahahs..but when i feel of it, it looks funny and so ridiculous to meXP I dreamt of somebody which i did not talk much to>< i hope it will never happen!!! lol..

Today i have sciences, ok i am a bit unhappy about it. Though they did assign us work to do and we have slides to present, how could u delete my those precious slides?!? T.T i wasted a lot of effort to do it leh, i made a lot of cross referencing and put effort in!! haiz..but the most suxy part is i think i contridic the group-.- wtf..i did mean and maybe i just did not get the question correctly T.T

There goes all my hardworkT.T i don't want to get D): oc even a C!!! i want at least a B for today): But it don't seems possible.. ... ...i should not answer that kuku question-.- regret!! haiz..make keep quiet things will be better for meT.T haiz..toooooo late): let me hope that next week would be better):

oh ya, next week changing group member le. Facilitator let us choose ourself, i am kind of no mood and interested to choose my group member k? So they anyhow put me in a group. Group member: Louis, Jun yan^^, Stanley, Fan ying and me.. I asked Elise why they would arrange us in the group, her reply because we all chinese chinese de so put all of us together-.-" ok it sound nice, because i feel that maybe the truth is just that they dun like the 5 of us?? lol..i dunno just making guess><

Never mind, i still have cheng, Jun yan, Madeleine, Yiling, Diana, Eunice, Randi, Yuan zhen in the school..right?XP lol..zi wo an wei..hahahas..ok i reach home early so i finish my homework early too^^ But Daddy do not allow me to play game in weekdays-.- wtf right? he say he will break my laptop into 2 if i play again): no choice):

BTW hor, RP like to spam emails sia... .. ..1 or 2 days never go clear my mailbox will be overflowing le>< wth..dun spam le plsXP lazy to read todays mails, hope tomorrow i won't get a shockXP

Anyway recently my head very itchy sia..ehhh dun think wrongly ah..i think maybe because my hair too long and thick leXP So maybe it is just dandruff la, don't scare me leh>< *scratch* It's time for me to go cut hair le..hahas..i shall cut it by this week baXP hope got time.hehes.

heys it's time for me to sleep le, tomorrow got maths need sleep early if not won't have a clear mindXP hahas..bye peoples~ hope to see you tml(: goodnitessss~

haiz

2009-05-12T21:23:00.004+08:00

No matter what happen, life still have to go on~
haiz..This is life):

I am sorry mummy, didn't mean to scream at you..I am really feeling terrible today, my mood sux,day sux and life sux..This year got to be a hard year for me): haiz..Suddenly can't play restaurant city(cannot make myself busy), poly sux, super tired, thinking of somebody.. .. ..OMG...haiyo so sad for me):

I feel like crying but i can't cos mummy and daddy is around): OMG.. she is nagging again, can you all stop it?!? wtf..after go RP i keep scolding vulgar la.. zzzzzzzz..haiz..

helo

2009-05-12T20:06:00.002+08:00

I reach home le^^ Today consider "early" le..hahas..super tired sia, i today wan sleep early(: Mmm, today is a long day for me. Slept at 12am last night, nearly can't wake upXP I feel like not going to school or sleep at class laXP But lucky i control it, sorry to my group ah..Because today really too tired so can't think, and never contribute.. SORRYYYYY):

Anyway thank you Randi for helping me in my RJ by giving me some ideas..yuppss..today went to her class with Jun yan and do RJ together(: thanks cheng by introducting such good friends too me, Miss Randi and Yuan Zhen(spell correct??XP)..hahas..but thanks anyway(: Oh ya i my good buddy, Jun yan also(i won't forget about you de) hhahaas..

EUNICE CHENG!!! why you today never go school??? PS me, Randi, Yuan zhen and Jun yan-.- Randi told me you are sick, haiz..kk since you are sick i shall forgive youXP hahas..no PS again k?? We all miss you, hope you recover soon and able to go school tomorrow!(: take care~

Ohoh..also got MADELEINE BONG!! you also PS me todayT.T sad sia..haiz..but i know you also not feeling well, so i shall no blame you anymoreXP both of you must take care hor!! I think i am also getting sick le): got sore throat sia><

Just now when walking home, suddenly think of you.. ..then make me very agitated and walk very fast): Nearly knocked down by cars-.- suddenly also got don't feel like living thoughts, like life is soo meaningless.. .. .. ..HEY guys..don't worry, cars won't kill me(: hahahs~

Oh ya..the snails and stains are finally gone^^ weeee~ But hopefully is not killed by humans): I pity them sia..lol..Or is it mortal enemy you went to kill it?!?! hahahas..jkjk..i didn't know you also scare snailsXP

Hey people..must take care of urself hor!! everybody like getting sick ): Drink more water and sleep regularly!! i go bath le^^ bye bye~

helloss

2009-05-11T22:25:00.007+08:00

Heys people..i am here to blog again^^ BTW i just finish my RJ and you know what??? i never closed my quiz properly then closed automatically T.T then i quickly send through e-mail, hope faciliator accept it): i dun want because of the RJ and i fail for today lessons):

Anyway, when walking home(downstairs). I feel freaking disgusted by Snails..zzzzzzz..Because my house downstairs recently had alot, i scare i will step on it and kill it accidentally..ewwww..i remember once i step on something and i heard *crack crack* zzzz..i don't even dare to look back and see what i had step on, so afraid that i step on the snail):

I saw stains of snails which had been there for 2 or 3 days le-.- damn disgusting): Somemore it's so dark i can't spot the snails and it is soo noob purposely crawl until the middle of the path-.- hahas..but what i can expect right? It is only a snail, not as clever as human..hehehsXP

BTW i got C for science..woooots..unexpected but happy about it..hahahas..it seems nothing to be happy about of getting a C but i did nothing for it, just saying the slides..pro right?? but pls hor is not i don't want do it!! So no pushing ALL the blames to me..but i admit i am also wrong..

But dun worry next time i will try my best to get better grades de(: i will forget about all these small thing very soon de..hohohos..i not so petty, if u are then sad for u):

U don't think i don't know what you doing behind my back right?? Don't worry my sixth sense quite strong, i can sense it..I learn that i should not anyhow made assumptions so i shall not say anymore..u know i know~

ok lets don't say about these le, it spoil my mood><
Anyway NO OFFENCE hor..i am just saying what i feel(:

I today went for the first JCIG meeting wor..i can't wait to learn jap and go for the helicon campXP weeeee~ ^^

ok mummy nagging againXP it's time for me to bath le(: byesss..cya~

happy mother's day(:

2009-05-10T23:54:00.006+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!(: i bought a hair dye thingy for mummy wor..hahas..actually don't really intend to buy because do not know what she wantXP But when going home from work i saw this sale..lol..so buy it for her(: mummy say she like it^^

I remember last year i never buy anything for her and didn't have the courage to wish herXP
It was somebody who give me the courage, hahhas..i so timid right?XP

Ok i shall blog about today..today reach the shop on time 2.30pm..hahahas..nearly late sia..because i was playing restaurant city and pet societyXP OMG you know what? When i reach that time the another sales girl(Bian Ca) told me she only earn $100++!!! Scared me sia, i thought today sales will be quite bad..hahas..

Until got 1 customer, she look not modern or rich in her attire but she shocked me!! She bought $300++ of our things-.- but thanks to her our sales start to go up..hohohoss.but it is so unbelieveable that she will buy until so much, Bianca told me she is regular customer always buy at least $100plus..her first time is $1000++!! siao de..so rich T.T i am jealousXP hahas..

Today do the settlement was so rush and lucky i remember how to do.. *phew* The sales is better than i expected $1000++..yeah clap claps for meXP hahas..BTW thanks Bianca, lucky she remind me about the settlement steps, keys, and all the things(:

Reach home at about 10.40pm but watch tv with mummy until 11plus so now then got time to blog..was msging Yuhan and talk to Annis, mortal enemy and Xiang Xiang on msn..hahas..miss u all guysXP Sad sia, i can't play restaurant city-.- haiz..

BTW..Madeleine said that i spread my stm to her and she will be more careful when talking to me..hahas..Because i will post all what she said to mee in my blogXP Tommorrow will be going for a SAS talk with her, hope will be sucessful and my group people will be ok):

omg mummy nagging again le, i should better go sleep now..bye peoples~(: miss you!!

TO somebody: Actually quite unexpected that you would read my blog, i miss you): byes~

Boring day):

2009-05-10T01:42:00.003+08:00

Hellossssssss..i am here to blog again(: what today very tired sia, althought i slept for 12++ hrs already ..hahas.pro right?XP mm..i last time never create blog because i don't really know how and no time because of *ahem*..Now finally got time+chance and to make myself more busy, i decided to make a blog lor. But i feel like still quite sianss..

Today have been watching tv and playing restaurant city, pet society and bejewled on facebook only..Never go out with friends or parents..sad right? But i tomorrow going to harbourfront there work from 2.30 to 9.30 since i am soo free and it can make me busy too(:hahas..

Maybe i am really pig ba i slept for so long le still very tired, if my mother never wake me up i might even sleep until evening wor!XP

Sleeping seems so great, it won't be like awake will think s much and worry.It makes me forget all the unhappiness and i can be in my imagine happy lala world..(: But when i am wake up that moment, i know i need to bring myself back to reality again..Because i need to live on and i cannot make my friends, family to worry about me.(:

Only some of my close friends and you knew what actually happen to me, but no matter what i won't say it in my blog de..I only can say now the biggest problem is my poly, still trying to adapt to it(: While about the sad thing, cheng have advise me to make myself busy and occupied SO guys don't need to worry about me, i will be fine(:

Seriously, i am quite glad that i found this good friend, Jun Yan, in RP..oh ya..also got my dear coco(EUNICE) and Randi, Madeleine, Yiling,Diana and Eunice lim..Always saw them in school or even in bus, they make me miss secondary school liveXP Anyway, 2 charity & 4 sincerity roxxx!! i miss u guyss, will try to meet out when got time k?(:

OMG..2am plus le..it's time for me to sleep leXP i don't want to be late for work tomorrow..hahas..tomorrow might don't have time to blog wor because when i reach home that time will already be very late..*SRY* But don't worry, i monday will blog de..hahas..SEE YOU!(:

I hope that Monday would be better for me and Jun Yan(:
Erm..tomorrow is mothers day right?, i wish every mother in the world HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! (in case i no time to blogXP)
Bye byesss~(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Bibiana!!(:

2009-05-08T20:11:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Bibiana! Sorry i am very tired so unable to go, hope you would have fun(:

Haiz..today we have maths, when the time to comment about my day i feel sad again..my group today only got 3 people-.- (Jun yan, Fidaus and me!!) OMG..haiz..i feel like i am not doing anything or contribute something today, like so usless..But he is great, i am sorry but not helping you..he did 99.9% of the slides and worksheet alone though he still need to rush for prayers..pro right??

Nvm..i shall not talk about it, if not i will become more emoss~ maybe i am just still not adapt to poly life or i am too quiet in class ba..time flies, today is friday already..i am very tired..finished my RJ already..finally today can sleep early(:

i sometimes seems to be happy, but i know that i am not..Today when in the bus, suddenly think of alot of things.Both bad and good memories, and suddenly have the urge to cry.But how can i cry in the bus?? haiz..i hold back my tears and try not to think about it. I will listen to you and try to get as much As as i can..miss-ing you~

This is life, i still have to be strong and continue~

Wooots! i juz win cheng in the bejeweledwith a high score of 62,400 !!! lol..hahahas..don't be sad k?XP finally sia..^^

In class now!

2009-05-07T16:47:00.001+08:00

Weeee~ blogging in class now(: ok i shall say about what happen in the school today..but i know that i sure got D if facilitor gd then maybe i got C..Please dont blame me k? Is not i don't wat to to.. .. ..jun yan should know what actually happen..but i am quite angry and fed up):

Or is it just my fault? It seems to be like no matter who i working with, the group just no working well..I am seriously trying my best le..haiz..nvm..anyway today went to a leukemia talk with Madeleine..learn quite a lot(: you know what?? OMG Madeleine is so hardworking and even talk down notes+asking questions..i should learn from her(:

Cheng and Randi come my class look for me, and start to say some of my paiseh thing..lol..haiz..i should forget about today, it sux): Anyway, Jun Yan don't sad or angry also le ah..Lets jia you next time(: hey hey..i recieve the email from japan culture club(: FINALLY! hehes..cheng now feeding me french friess..so xin fu right?? hahahas..(dun jealousXP)

Its time for me to do RJ..So tired today, i want sleep early!! So bye bye(:

2009-05-06T19:48:00.000+08:00

Hellos..i am here to post againXP Today had a weird dream, but is not related to *ahem*. It is someone else, and i don't think i know that person or even recognise him if i saw him because the dream is not very clear..ok i better dun talk about it anymoreXP hahas..

Again, today morning is raining cats and dogs-.- I hate morning rain!! It makes me don't feel like going to school..hahahs..Tell you something ridiculous..I am actually awake by the strong wind-.- funny right?? I though Singapore going to have tornado-.- The wind was so stronger that my window *bang* and i could hear the sound of the wind..hahas..

I actually intend to take the same bus with Madeleine to RP but due to miscommunication we board the different bus..): but it's OK i waited for her in woodlands interchange(few mins only la)..hahahs..So end up, Madeleine, Diana and me walk to RP together(: But wth the floor is so wet and i wore sandals, end up my sandals is so wet-.- some more it is still raining..haiyo..so troublesome right? (i am lazyXP)

Why every time have communications problem in the group??? haiz..can't we just sit down and discuss peacefully?? Hey guys..i know you all can do it right? If this continues i can tell you the truth that it will not only affect your grades and the whole group. Is it worth it? We only can be together for 1 semester, let's just treasure it ok? It is fate to meet each other and be friends so please treasure it and actually the facilitator had realise about it..Haiz..made me have a bit of headache..but it's ok already..(:

I shall not say about my group problem anymore and i can only hope next week would be better(: OMG..it's time for me to do my RJs..bye bye(:

TODAY TODAY TODAY~

2009-05-05T23:40:00.001+08:00

Today morning raining heavily and nearly can't wake up in timeXP But thanks to Daddy, he drove me to school.. weee~ So i message Madeleine, Yiling and Diana and wanted to see whether they are at nearby so can drove them along too. So kind of me right? lols..(what are friends for?)

But i am sad to say that they don't have the chances..lol..only Madeleine is at nearbyXP We reach school at about 8am? Am i right? hahas..quite early right? Todays lesson is communication practice(putting it together).

The whole group stays back during the lunch break, so hardworking right?? hahas..actually is too much thing we need to do so everybody stay back. Anyway, i am quite shock that they would assign me as the leader-.- OMG..i am sorry if i never did anything much..how can i be leader sia?!? lol..but no choice):

BTW i had 2 dinners today-.- going to gain more weight le): hahas..OMG..i nearly over the submitting time for my RJs..today RJ so hard and nothing much to write, somemore i was assigned as the leader and need to evaluate on all members):

I should not write too much if not it will seems boringXP It time for me to go bath, i know its late..hahas..see you tml!(:

Hellos(:

2009-05-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

Weee~ hellos everybody!! Is the blogskin okies?? My best buddies(Jun Yan) help me create 1(: Thank you! hahas..i will try to blog daily so won't waste ur efffort(:

My days

HELLOSSSS:DD

Saya - Xiang Nian Ni De Ge(OT: If IÃ¢ÂÂm Not In Love)

LIFE

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well well

another pass..

yooo

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heys

yosss.

weee~

hahahas...

haiz..

haiz

helo

helloss

happy mother's day(:

Boring day):

HAPPY BIRTHDAY Bibiana!!(:

In class now!

TODAY TODAY TODAY~

Hellos(:

Saya - Xiang Nian Ni De Ge(OT: If IÃ¢ÂÂm Not In Love)