End of rainbow ♥

Monday, August 31, 2009

Saya - Xiang Nian Ni De Ge(OT: If IÃ¢ÂÂm Not In Love)

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A rainbow appeared@2:01 AM;

Wednesday, August 26, 2009

Hellos(:

I had just calculate the numbers of days you left me...It had been exactly 145 daysss..Well..Indeed time flies~ So is it a good thing or a bad thing? D:

haiz..Nevermind..at least I finish my poly semester 1 and did what I am suppose to do already..It might be a miserable time I had but unbelieveable I had made it through..

OMG..something ♥unbelievable had just happen><. *sobs* Crying with a smile now~
hahas..

To somebody: I am sorry to you.............

Anyway my things had solved almost 2/3 le..left with one final thing I am done^^ finally I am more relieve(: suddenly felt satisfied with my life:P

hahas..I better go settle my problems baa..

♥bye peoples(:

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A rainbow appeared@8:38 PM;

Helloss everybody~~ (:

Well I hope this won't be a emo or lengthy post ba:X

hahahs..Today had my last UT3-communication practice. It is still quite ok but a bit tricky I guess:P Hope I will get at least a B><.hahas..

After UT3 was suppose to play badminton with my friends, but the court is not avaliable so we went to watch "吓到笑" mmm..the two of them (I sit in the middle) were laughing a lot and engross when watching the movie..

Instead the person(me..lol) who tend to be more crazy and loves to laugh a lot did not tend to laugh a lot..I guess my mind is at other places or maybe it is not really that funny to me ba..and I can't find my smile..

hahas..Remember last time when watching "blood+" suprisingly I was laughing almost through out the whole movie-.- hahas..ok la maybe I am sot sot:P

On the way home, a lot of things ran through my mind..was think of somebodyss and finally I guess I should faced the problem I had le ba.. Avoiding is never a solution~

However, I still do not have much courage and unable to contact the person(excuses?:P) hahas..

Maybe tomorrow?><. yeah..hopefully I manage to did it:P

Finally I know what to do, though I am not sure whether it is correct or not but it is the best solution I can think of):

It really feel terrible when you laugh or smile at the time when you don't mean it or do not really feel it in your heart.. ..I want to stop this~

(Randomness♥ ) The scariest thing in the world is not about making the wrong decision or choice, but not knowing what mistakes you had done is more scarier.

hahas..sorry for the randomness(influence by ahem..jkjk..lol):P it just came to my mind in a sudden~

well..tomorrow I still had my English lesson I better sleep early ba~

♥ GDN everybody(:

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A rainbow appeared@12:28 AM;

Monday, August 24, 2009

Hellos everybody!(:

Well..Today I had my maths UT3, I guess I really did badly for it.
Disappointed with myself ):

Anyway after UT3, Jun Yan help me to change a new blog skin^^

TA-DA-DA!!

nice??(:

I l♥ve both my current and old blogskin..hahas..but it's time to change new 1(:

Since my URL is Purple rox my world, I shall use back my favourite purple har..
If not like very weird right?:P

And I don't want to change my URL, because who knows? maybe he somebody still read my blog?><.

hahhas..Anyway, so sorry to put chinese song but I really like this song.♥♥♥♥♥
Heard it yesterday when watching 星光5 班:P

Hope you like it tooo(:

ok I guess its time for me to start study my last UT3-communication practice :D
After tomorrow I am freeeee~^^

♥♥♥HOLIDAYSSS here I comeeee~

(randomness)I guess I should shut my mouth before I speak anymore wrong things D:
haizzzzz..

Bye peopless & good luck for those who having exams tooo(:

Labels: hope you find ♥ at the end of ur beautiful rainbow(:

A rainbow appeared@8:22 PM;

Saturday, August 22, 2009

Helloss.. (I guess this would be an emo post><...) Well because I miss ~~him~~,I miss the time and places ~~we had been together~~, I miss ~~his~~ smile,I miss things I used to have and I don't know how to treasure it..

Some people tend to treasure things after when they lost it, me too..

I really don't know what is wrong with me, I had not been myself since yesterday night..

Have been missing ~~him~~ a lot a lot..

Nobody will understand how I feels....

All the things seems like just happen and yet I cannot do anything..

I really hate myself doing this but I cannot help it..

Sometimes I really feel that fate is making fun of me.

Maybe it's true that the person we normally end up with is not the one we loved most...

Having regrets but it can't change the fact...

Trouble please leave me ok?

I haven't start my Maths and Communication UT3 revision><.
haiz..perhaps I should start studying noww..

Oh ya I just did a facebook quiz: what are you hiding from yourself? (SADNESS)

(I feel it is quiz true><.)

You don't like being sad so you hide it when you are from others and yourself. You enjoy being happy and up-beat, you don't like showing when you're unhappy.... But at times the simplest thing can make you cry becuse you hold it in too long..

haahas..I go study le..

Bye people~

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A rainbow appeared@8:20 PM;

Friday, August 21, 2009

Hellos..Have been very tired and stress these few days..Even cried on yesterday night):

No matter how hard my life is without you, I still have to go on.
I would live for the sake of my parents,Annis Annas,~~him~~ and my other friends...

Nothing can change the fact now, so I could only learn to accept everything*sobs*

Thanks for the support of my friends,especially my dear Annis Annas(: love them lots
*muacks and hugs* ^^
Suddenly realised I had neglected them so much in the past): sorry my dears..
But we would be the best friend forever!(:

I need freedom, I need time, I need ~~him,~~I need everything...

Troubles please leave me,pain please leave me,nightmares please leave meeeee~

Enterprise UT3 result: I hope it would be ok D:
Science UT3 result: Not very good ):
Cognitive UT3 result: I guess I will be very disappointed with my resultsss><. After Cognitive UT3, I went to Causeway point and library with Jun Yan after UT.
And I saw this^^

It is called "Millionaire Orange Shortbread". Is it nice?!?^^
Hoping to make this for "somebody's" Birthdaysss :P hahas..hopefully I can make it(:

ok..I guess I should rest more because I am having really bad headaches and feel giddy all the time these few days):
I shall let myself rest for a day right?^^

hahas...yeahhh~

so bye peoples~~~

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A rainbow appeared@6:57 PM;

Sunday, August 16, 2009

(pic taken from google)

haiz..suddenly I get very emotional and think a lot..
Need to vent out my stress and unhappiness..

I agree that an idle's mind is a devil workshop):

Why do people always had to tell ourselves that we are happy and satisfied when we are not.
what is life? why is it so sucky? What's wrong with me? Why am I even here?

I got tons of questions on my mind, I can't even answer them myself.................................

Life is just so unfair, even my teacher told me that before.
What else can I do?

I am stress, irritate,fed up with my messed up life...

Always tell myself to be strong and face it but it is just a way to make myself better right?
why am I so lost here?

I can't see any directions, all around me is pitch black..It seems like hell to me..

ok I know this post sound ridiculous, but I am a person who like to think about nonsense especially when I am down..

Thanks Jun yan for cheering me up, but I guess nothing can curse my "illness"

I bet I am just sick..I need a break, a rest..

But the coming test is really killing me,it added on to my problems..I am feeling so stress but I still can make myself study...what I should do?

seriously, Nobody will ever know how I feel now..........
Blog and complaining to friends can make me feel slightly better, but the problem is still there you see..

In my mind I could only sense STRESS,UNHAPPINESS,FED UP,IRRITATED.....

Where is my smile? nothing there for me to smile or happy about.....can someone cheer me up?
This is bad, I though everthing is over but it seems to be just going to start):

trouble and problem could you please leave me?):

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A rainbow appeared@11:28 PM;

Hellosss(:

Is the picture nice??(: hahas..

Have been very tired and stress theses few days..Do not even feel like messaging or reply people message..soo sorry><.

Test 3 start on wednesday(enterprise) but I can't even make myself study><. haizzz...Very distracted by everything or do not have the study mood):

GG..I did kind of badly for my UT2 because I didn't study so never fail any of the modules I should be very happy le lols..but I am not><.

Enterprise is one of the hardest module-.- OMG, wish me good luck..lols..

ok I better try to study now if not GG le):

Bye peopless..miss you lotss^^

"What is life?"
To achieve something?
To be somebody?
To be with someone I love?
To study?
Or just for the sake of living?

After losing you, my life have been more unclear.........

Life isn't really better without you,hope urs is better~

Labels: life?

A rainbow appeared@5:35 PM;

Friday, August 14, 2009

hellos! wow..seems too be very long never blog le..very tired and busy these few days):

anyway Happy Birthday Da ge!!(:
sweet 17th liao wor(:
all the best!

Today after school went to make-up workshop with Jun Yan(:

Took some pic:X hahas..