haiz..suddenly I get very emotional and think a lot..
Need to vent out my stress and unhappiness..

I agree that an idle's mind is a devil workshop):


Why do people always had to tell ourselves that we are happy and satisfied when we are not.
what is life? why is it so sucky? What's wrong with me? Why am I even here?

I got tons of questions on my mind, I can't even answer them myself.................................

Life is just so unfair, even my teacher told me that before.
What else can I do?

I am stress, irritate,fed up with my messed up life...

Always tell myself to be strong and face it but it is just a way to make myself better right?
why am I so lost here?

I can't see any directions, all around me is pitch black..It seems like hell to me..

ok I know this post sound ridiculous, but I am a person who like to think about nonsense especially when I am down..

Thanks Jun yan for cheering me up, but I guess nothing can curse my "illness"

I bet I am just sick..I need a break, a rest..

But the coming test is really killing me,it added on to my problems..I am feeling so stress but I still can make myself study...what I should do?


seriously, Nobody will ever know how I feel now..........
Blog and complaining to friends can make me feel slightly better, but the problem is still there you see..

In my mind I could only sense STRESS,UNHAPPINESS,FED UP,IRRITATED.....

Where is my smile? nothing there for me to smile or happy about.....can someone cheer me up?
This is bad, I though everthing is over but it seems to be just going to start):

trouble and problem could you please leave me?):

A rainbow appeared@11:28 PM;

Have been very tired and stress theses few days..Do not even feel like messaging or reply people message..soo sorry><.

Test 3 start on wednesday(enterprise) but I can't even make myself study><. haizzz...Very distracted by everything or do not have the study mood):

GG..I did kind of badly for my UT2 because I didn't study so never fail any of the modules I should be very happy le lols..but I am not><.

Enterprise is one of the hardest module-.- OMG, wish me good luck..lols..

ok I better try to study now if not GG le):

Bye peopless..miss you lotss^^